TRIP TO LA?!

Chapter 12

*Emily's POV*

"Cam, what the heck?!" Nash yelled and stopped the camera.

I pulled away and I was speechless and so overwelmed. I never thought he would do this and that in front of everyone while a camera was recording and with Nash next to me. For a second I forgot that Nash was sitting here too. I didn't knew what to say to him or just in general. I was so in shock that I couldn't even compose any words.

"Cam wha is thi..." I tried to ask while I was so in shock.
"Yeah I wanna know too! What the fuck does this means?! Are you fucking kidding me?! You know I'm in love with Emily, why would you do something like this?!" Nash yelled angry at Cam.
"Sorry Nash, but I had to. I couldn't hide it any longer. I'm in love with her." Cam said.

I couldn't cope with all this now so I stood up and wanted to walk away but Nash pulled me back.

"Emily, wait. You'll have to choose between us. Me or Cam?" Nash said sadly.
"Are you kidding? Are you really asking me this? I can't make a choice between you guys and certainly not now. I need to think about this so I'll make the right desicion Nash." I said.
"It's okay Em, take all the time you need." Cam said kindly.
"Okayy so besides all this, what are we gonna do with the video?" Sophie asked.
"I don't even know... We can't upload it until we know what Emily's desicion is." Nash said kinda dissapointed.
"Yeah I know... I need some time for myself to think about it." I said.

I went to my room and I fell on my bed. I layed on back and put my arms under my head while looking at the ceiling. I needed to replay this whole journey all over again in my head to take the right desicion.

I began this new journey as soon as I got off the plain in LAX and Nash was waiting for me. It was the first time for me seeing him in real life and when I looked into his eyes and he looked into mine I immediatly felt the chemistry between us. When we first had a serious conversation I knew this would lead us somewhere but then I met Cam... I felt so good whenever I was around him like the night he kept me warm. After that I still kinda chose Nash because things were unclear with Cam. Since the moment me and Nash kissed everything went as in a fairytail until I caught Nash kissing his ex while dropping her off at home. Since then everything changed so quick. Even if me and Nash would get back together it would never be the same because I probably could never trust him to the fullest ever again. I felt so broken after this but Cam was always there for me no matter what and I feel like he's actually the one who deserves to be loved back for the things he did for me.

I made my choice. This words are going to be so hard to say. I didn't want to break one of their hearts but I had to. I wanted to talk to Nash first to have good final conversation about this so I send him a text message.

"Hey Nash, could you come upstairs for a moment? I wanna talk to you in private." I texted him.
"I'm on my way." He texted back right away.

I heard someone knocking on my door. It was Nash. There was no way back now. I didn't even know how I was going to tell him. I went to the door and opened it. There he stood, all nervous about what I was going to tell him but trust me, I was even more nervous I think.

"Come in." I said.
"So... I guess I'm here because you made a desicion?" Nash asked.
"Indeed." I said all serious now.

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This was chapter 12! Let me know what you think and thanks for reading my story! :)