"Babe" I call out as I make my way to our room.
"I'm here! give me a sec," I hear from out living room where I see him playing a video game.
"I brought these-"
"No, dude! Take the damn helicopter, wait! I'll take it!"
He yells to someone on the game.
"Babe?" I try again and he shushes me.
I sigh and move to keep the things in the drawer but in the process I end up tangling a wire in my foot. And in my next step to try to get it off, it comes out of the socket.
Fuck.
"What the- y/n? I told you to give me a minute" he rubs his forehead and my heart rate picks up.
"I'm sorry" I whisper out as he looks at the now blank screen.
"Why can't I get some peace?!" His voice raises a little.
I'm not scared.
I'm not scared.
I'm not scared.
Then why do I feel like I'm back at my house, in front of my dad, all those years ago, being scolded for not being good enough.
"Just go," he whispers out and I leave and lock myself in the bathroom.
It's too much.
Everything is too much.
A minute into the shower I feel the need to sit down and close my eyes.
It's too much.
I don't have the energy.
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Sooooo... i was bored and wanted to update this book because why not :) well hope you liked this chapter or imagine.
-A
