Guys I am fucking crying like I was going to read some fluffy stories of taekook because I don't wanted to feel sad but my emotional ass couldn't read single part without crying and my brother he is also an army like boy he is coming to showing me all those emotional edits and making sad , like I litterly log out from insta because of the repeating news of BTS going to military
Yes I am proud of them , but you know I can't stop myself like I am literally begging god to do some miracle and all and my dumb ass brother is crying with me and it's not helping me at all,
like jin was is bias I can understand him , I don't know how to comfort him like he is literally crying from yesterday I never knew that my brother will be like this . Guys we are missing them now only I don't know how we will spend this 2 years. And I am feeling more sad because at October end jin is going to military and my college is also going to start in October end like I wanted to start my college with happiness but I am going to start with sadness , I just wish that they can be connected to us in some way
oh god I am turning crazy every social media I go this news is only and I am feeling like taking an small break but I can't because I can't stay away from my online friends and also on 20 my recharge is going to end I don't know if my dad will recharge it back or not
Like my life is literally mess now .
I REALLY NEED COMFORTABLE HUG FROM SOMEONE.
Ok now I really should stop acting like this but I can't like I am feeling like I lost appetite to eat also like from morning I have eaten two dosa and in lunch I didn't had anything I don't know why I am acting like this
I KNOW WE SHOULD RESPECT THEIR DECISION AND I AM RESPECTING IT. JUST WANT 2025 TO COME FAST.
Thanks for reading my ramblings
I will try to update ok
I am not going to stop writing it may be I will update it again from next weak or from November first week.
Guys on 24 we were going celebrate deewali but now I don't feel like celebrating it.
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We Trust BTS 💜💜
