Matryoshka Doll - NoRenMin ✔︎

🌶️Chapter 22🌶️

"You guys feel this, or is it just me?" Jeno asked quietly, slipping his shirt off because frankly, taking off a shirt wasn't actually implying anything.

"You mean this sudden sexual tension?" Renjun asked confidently, hoping he wasn't wrong.

"Yeah."

"I feel it too," Jaemin whispered, suddenly nervous.

He had never been one to be confident in such a situation but he couldn't deny that his body was feeling ways he had never felt before.

"Would you two be interested in calming the tension?" Jeno asked slowly, not wanting to rush his one extra rare chance. "I mean, I don't want any of you to feel pressured and I'll wait for either of you if you don't want to."

It was a new topic to discuss. Or more like, spontaneously agree on, but it was a heavy topic. One where they had to be sure they'd be willing to give themselves up without regret.

"I wouldn't mind," Renjun answered, hands fidgeting with his thighs.

They glanced at Jaemin, not wanting to look expectant nor look as if they wouldn't take his response into consideration but even the second long glance was enough to make him feel panicked.

"Min. Don't worry. If you don't want to, it's completely fine. There's a bathroom, Junnie and I can take turns using it so you don't feel bad and we can go to sleep, no problem. Don't say yes just because you want us to be happy, okay? You need to be happy."

Jaemin slowly nodded but remained silent, contemplating with himself if he truly wanted to or if it was as Jeno had said, only responding with a yes to satisfy them. He could decide. He was almost nineteen now and this would be a big step in his life that he couldn't ruin just because of the wrong choice.

He thought. He had never dated anyone before, had never done anything to any sexual extent except possibly fantasize every now and then but nothing dire. He had two boyfriends who would accept any answer he gave, and though his body begged him to instantly agree, he let his mind relax a bit just to make sure he wasn't jumping into anything blindfolded.

He waited a full minute. Possibly two minutes but he waited and once he was certain he was calming down from his high of want, he let himself search his inside feelings and came to the conclusion that he, indeed, was ready for whatever the hell came next.

"I'm ready," Jaemin confirmed, his eyes looking at both of them confidently. "I'm sure."

Renjun smirked at him, Jeno simply confirming what parts they played to make sure everything would go smoothly.

The lights to the room came on, a control allowing them to switch the brightness and leave it at a dim level. Just enough to barely see but enough that they weren't stumbling in the dark.

Tales went that people normally got more confident during the process and this was when Jaemin hoped more than ever that he'd become a new person and allow an inner being of himself to jump out. It was scary but it was an experience that he was suddenly anticipating.

"You guys sure?" Jeno asked, lightly running his hand over Jaemin and Renjun's clothed thighs.

"Yup," Renjun replied, getting impatient.

They were horny and frustrated and Jeno was taking his time, causing both of them to want to suddenly take control out of nowhere.

Jaemin was a bit nervous but he really wanted to do it. Ever since he had come to the conclusion that it was okay to like both males and okay to like males in general, he wondered what'd be like if they ever got to the stage of copulation.