Author's Note

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WELCOME HERE AHHHH~

my sis and cousin tell me literally no one reads these ending but meh, im about to type out some pointers from my time writing this gdjchfx

lets start this boring and unneccessary addition then ayyy

1. i tried to show from chapter one that renjun is considerate of his eleven rules, askign his mother first if she is willing to listen to him and doing things that arent evident but can be connected to hsi rules

i tried to make kunhang considerate as well, not pushing to have jeno speak nor telling his life story unless he wanted to listen

i know those are basic human manners but its keyed in with the rules

2. the funny thing although i only used it once, i wrote this way before i knew hyuck could cry on command

3. the song 'Long Live The King' by Kingdom was an inspiration for the scene that was talking about grapes (i honestly have no clue where that is but i write pointers as i write fics to add in so somewhere in those 47,917 words, a grape is mentioned lmaooo)

4. my bestie chuu is a buddhist and i took her explanation of buddism to write kunhang talking about xiao and yangx2... really hope i understood her explanation properly

5. several of you that are potentially reading this fic know that i like slipping in lyrics djbcjkd

songs: 10ve talk, a variation of hamilton, long live the kind, etc lmao

6. i got my sis to pretend there was a frog and slap it away from the window so i could picture how dejun chased away the frog LOLOL

7. i have the same phobia as hen and i wanna cry djhck like i understand what it feels like seeing a frog outside a window because its happened to me before and i cant climb stair cases without checking all around to make sure there isnt a frog and i cant get out of the house unless i make sure that all the surroundings are safe

fun fact: a little while ago i wanted to get inside the haus and i couldnt because i spotted a frog near the front of the haus and i stayed outside in the vehicle for a very long time until it disappeared and even then, i refused to get inside without sprinting up the stairs and shaking gjdhckx

thank you aunty for giving me this wonderful phobia <3

8. i wrote the smut like last year lmaooo and at that time it only had 11k words written of the 47k+

9. i hinted at the title of my next fic during the smut scene... it stands out because i stressed it but it isnt very noticeable unless you were paying attention hard enough lol

10. chap 21 and 23 have me LIVING yukhei and hen are fuckign hialrious to me hjksdhk and also the train station scene wile they yell over a coffee stained shirt give me life :) oh and chap 18 is personally one of my fav chaps lol

11. the part where haechan has a flashlight in his eyeball and is dying is based on a real life experience for my best friend lmaoooo she couldnt see for 2 days

12. THIS IS AN ADD IN, TODAY, JAN 1 2023 I FIXED CHAPTER 26 BECAUSE AFTER READING THROUGH MY NOTEPADS YESTERDAY, DEC 31 2022, WHERE I WRITE MY FIRST DRAFT, I REALIZED I FORGOT TO TYPE IN AN ENTIRE NOTEPAD INTO MY SECOND DRAFT SO IT NEVER MADE IT TO THE THIRD DRAFT SO IF YOURE SOMEHOW RE-READING, CHAPTER 26 WILL BE DIFFERENT BECAUSE 500 WORDS WERE FORGOTTEN </3 THANKS FOR SEMI-UNDERSTANDING

anygeis, this is all and i hope yall like it as much as i did. twas sooooo damn hard writing this and it took me 1 year 4 months 2 weeks 3 days to write this stoopid thing and finally, im here

WELP, THIS IS THE END AND I HOPE YALL HAVE A GOOD LIFE

BAI BAIIII <3

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