Best Mistake

MISTAKE 9

Here's the update :) didn't have much sleep last night. *sigh*
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We are already at the car when I decided to talk to him about the upcoming Honeymoon.

"Hey, are we gonna start packing already?"

I asked with excitement visible in my voice. I am really looking foward to that day. I am hoping to get to know him better on the span of our vacation.

It was true that we never had a Honeymoon after our marriage. He insisted not to have one. I was hurt because I dreamed to have one with him. He said it was just a waist of time.

It hurts big time but what can I do?

His my husband and all I want was for him to be happy and if it will be to have no honeymoon after our marriage then be it.

So right now I was so happy about what his father said!

Gooosh! I'm excited!

I waited for his answer about my question but I didn't  get any. I continued to talk showing him how excited I was.

Imagine... Me and him strolling at the shores hand in hand, watching the sunset, play in the waters, and most of all I want him to smile at me.

I wanted and begged the heavens for him to smile at me cause it seemed impossible for him to do that.

He always shows me a blank face. If only I could erase that look and replace it with a smilling one I would gladly do it.

I became so bubbly that I hadn't  noticed he was already fuming in anger of annoyance?

"Shut the talking and frankly speaking I don't give a damn care about this stupid honeymoon!"

"Ohh... sorry"

I zipped my mouth as he ordered me too. I sat properly in the car seat trying to loosen up a bit. I was frightend by the way he responded to my questions.

I didn't  expect him to fire at me like that. Why was he always so hard on me? He treated me like nothing and would even choose anyone else over me.

I feel less of a wife to him, I was more of a stranger or worst I was Nobody for him.

It gives so much pain in my heart the way he treats me but who am I to complain? Probably he thinks of me as a desprate woman, martyr, and blind to see that he hated me.

I know he loathes me but I can't give him up. I still wanted to fight for our very own happily ever after even if I'll be fighting alone.

I opened the car door when we reached home. I noticed he wasn't  going to get off the car anytime now.

Was he heading somewhere else?

"You have other plans for today?"

I asked curiously.

"Yes and it has nothing to do with you."

"Oh okay, I'll just remind you that our flight for the honeymoon would be two days from now."

He shooked his head disapprovingly not liking the thought of the honeymoon. How I wish he would learn to love me...

"Can you tell me what sort of business your having today?"

I was so curious and frustrated wanting to know on where his whereabouts would be.

"I'll be having a date with Sofia so don't fucking call me on the phone."

I bowed my head not wanting him to see my tears ready to fall.

Sofia... When are you going to be out of the picture?

Curiousity really kills.

Knowing that my husband is going to spend his time with his mistress is killing me inside. I got even alot frustrated about him being with Sofia.

I watched the direction his car is taking until it slowly fades away from my sight.

When would I be your source of happiness Marco, the reason of your laughter,and love of your life because me your everything to me.

I packed our things trying to divert my attention. I also packed Marco's clothes with me.

Atleast there won't be any Sofia on our honeymoon and that would be enough.