3 months passed. Wala akong natinig kahit ano mula sa kanya, hindi ko rin sya nakikita sa school. From that day, he's true to his words. He will never bother me. But im not happy. I lost myself. And i miss him.
Zeke and Aria comfort me all the time, they said Im losing myself again and I dont want that so we go shopping and bar hoping all these damn time pero I never saw him..
Summer na kaya Im planing to go to Palawan. Alone. Aria and the girls want to join me but I refuse. I said I want to be alone for a month. Yes, ill stay there for a month to pamper, and think.
Nasa bahay ako ngayon at naghahanda para umalis for my vacation.
"Are you sure about this Kendy?" My mom asked me. Naka upo sya sa kama while watching me packing my things.
"Yes Ma. Kaya ko toh, dont worry about me okay?" Tumayo ako at lumapit sa kanya then I hugged her.
"Ayaw mo bang isama sina Aria, or kahit si zeke? Para may magbantay sayo doon?" I looket at my mom laughing.
"Mah, zeke and me where not a thing okay? And i can handle myself." I kissed her cheeks.
"Are you sure?"
"Very sure!"
***
"Bessy! Mag ingat ka ha? Pasalubong ko! Bakit ba kasi ayaw mo ako isama."
Aria said pouting. I will miss mu bestfriend.
"Ano ka ba Aria! Don't pout like a dog! Hahaha" hinampas nya ako ng malakas at nagtawanan lang kami.
"Bye guys! Ill be back after a month or two! Ciao!" I said laughing and running papunta sa flight ko. Naririnig ko ang mga sigaw nila ng what. At kung nababaliw na daw ba ako. Maybe? Im just inlove and want to move on.
Naghahanap na ako ng seats sa loob ng airplane, when I saw someone that literally stop from walking and causing all passengers in my back to stop walking too.
"Ano ba miss? Can you move?" Sabi ng lalaki sa likod ko. "Im sorry, sorry.
Sa pagkataranta ko. Isinuot ko ang rayban shades ko at umupo sa tabi ng bintana to get a better view.
Fuck! What the hell is he doing here. My fucking ex. Who left me with no reason. Siguro naman hindi nya ako makikilala. Its been a year, no years.
"Shit. Shit. Damn shit" im mumbling and cursing to death.
"Excuse me? Is this seat taken?"
"No. Not at all." I said without even looking. Pero parang familiar ang boses nya and that smell. Umupo sya sa tabi ko then I decided to look at him.
Oh my Lord. Will these vacation be even more good to me?
"Zachary?" He looked at me, and his eyes turn to coldness. But something is behind those orbs. Hurt.
"Im sorry? Do I know you?" Ouch. That hurts. Big time. Petengene. No tears plaese.
"Im sorry." Double meaning yun. Hahaha bakit ngayon pa kung kelan gusto ko ng magmove on!
So. Dinedma ko na lang din sya, nag headset and nakinig ng music.
***
Damn! My head hurts. Iminulat ko ang mga mata ko. At kinapa ko yung ulo ko. Shet! Bakit may bukol ako dito?
"You bumped yor head three times in a row." I looked at him while massaging my head. And his not even looking at me. Nakatingin lang sya sa magazine na binabasa nya.
"Fuck!"I cussed.
"You dont say fuck in an airplane miss." Damn this guy!
"Hindi man lang ako tinulungan habang walang kamalay malay akong nauuntog!" I half whispered. Ang sakit talaga garbe. Para akong nakainom ng alak! Nahihilo ako.
"Tss." See? Damn I hate him. I stand up go to the bathroom.
Nagtungo ako doon ng nagmumura pa din.
"Napakawalang kwenta!" Tiningnan ko ang sarili ko sa salamin. I looked like Shit. Namumula yung mata ko sa pagpipigil ng luha.. So I cried, looking at myself sa mirror. And then i washed my face ang tie my hair into a bun.
"Miss ang tagal mo naman." Someone said. Walang modo. Binuksan nya ang pinto. At nakalimutan ko pang ilock!!!
"Ahh! What the hell!!" Sigaw ko sa lalaking walang kwenta! buti na lang im not peeing or something.
" Sorry! Sooorr- kendal?" Pag sineswerte ka nga naman. My dear ex is with me sa cr.
"Do I know you?" I said kahit na kilala ko sya, kinakabahan ako. Nasa loob kami ng cr alone. I need to get out of here fast.
"Im sorry. I need to go." I quick my pace and nung hahawakan ko na yung doorknob someone open it for me.
Zachary is standing sa labas ng cr. looking at me with no expression at all.
"Sandali kendal" george my ex saud while grabbing my hand. Pero napako ang tingin ko kay zach. Whose now looking in george hands. Na agad kong tinggal sa pagkakahawak sa akin.
"I thought something bad happen to you, but I dont even care." Tumalikod sya at bumalik siguro sa seats.
Damn it, nagbabadya na naman yung mga luha ko. His words are like knives. Ang talas, nakakasakit. Nakakahiwa.
"Kendal? Im--" Hindi natapos ni george ang sasabihin nya kasi mabilis akong humarap at sinampal sya. Tumutulo na ang luha ko. Nag halo-halo na ang nararamdaman ko.
"Don't say to me that your sorry for leaving without even informing me! Because its all in the past. I have a new life now. And your ruining it again!" lumabas ako ng cr. hundi ko alam kung pupunta ako sa seat ko kasi andoon si zach. Makikita nya akong umiiyak.
Wala akong pagpipilian kundi ang bumalik doon. Nang matanaw ko ang seats. Zachary is no longer there, maybe lumipat sya ng seat. I sighed. I cried again. No longer to hold it back kasi hindi ko na kaya.
I thought my vacation would be great. But I guess its not.
BINABASA MO ANG
Kendal Marie's
RomansaA bitch she says she is. But she's broken. She wants her freedom. She dont want to risk her heart to love again. But every what if's is there. Let her story change you. Every beggining is not always the start but also the ending of a new phase.
