Finding my way to you

Ch.21

Forth took the blushing Beam in Beam's room. He gently put Beam on his bed . Beam was still blushing.

" Don't think too much okay. It will hurt your pretty head " Forth said and kiss on the top of Beam's head.

Beam just nodded. He was too shocked from earlier incident to even react.

Forth then left Beam's room to freshen up.

When Forth was gone Beam touch his lips lightly.  He slowly sucked on his own lips . It was still taste like Forth. Then Beam remember how passionate Forth was with him earlier. He felt embarrassed and  hide himself  under the blanket .

***

Forth's maid called Beam for breakfast. Beam was not ready to face Forth but he couldn't hide in his room forever.

When Beam reached the dinning room , Forth was already sitting and working on his tablet.

Beam slowly sit . Forth then gave his attention to Beam and lightly smile.

Beam smiled lightly in response.

Forth told him to watch TV and  if he felt
bore then he could help the cook.

Then Forth left for his office. But before he left he ruffle Beam's hair lovingly.

Beam blushed and touched his hair where Forth's touch was still lingering.

***

From that day , Beam started cooking for Forth and Forth seemed to enjoy it. Beam only know how to cook simple dishes. Forth's cook taught Beam to cook different dishes. Specially taught Beam to cook Forth's favorite dishes.

After that day, Forth became more open towards Beam. He even took Beam for shopping and site seeing. Although Forth didn't talk much , Forth's presence was already enough for Beam. But Beam's fear from past was always hunting him. His life was going smoothly and he feared that something bad will happen . He tried to enjoy his moments with Forth before Forth got tired of him. He knew one day Forth would leave him . Who would want someone soo broken like him.

After dinner Forth always kiss on his forehead as a good night kiss. Forth never again kissed Beam on his lips after that day . Not that Beam would mind. It was like something was preventing Forth from doing so .

Bean told Kit and Pring about Forth's changes. Beam daily called Kit and Pring . Forth bought him a latest iphone. Kit taught him how to use it .

Beam was happy that he could talk to Kit and Pring everyday.

Beam even had a wet dream about Forth . In his dream , Forth did some unspokable dirty things to him . After his dream Beam avoid Forth for 1 week . But Forth was too busy to notice that he was avoiding him.

When Beam felt frustrated he told Kit and Pring about his dream. Kit and Pring laughed Soo hard at Beam that Beam cut the call.

Kit and Pring forced Beam to confess forth about his feelings . They decided that Beam should confess in the upcoming valentine's day.

They even threatened him that if he didn't confess then they would do it. Beam knew that they were crazy enough to do it . Beam decided to confess but he was sure that Forth would reject him . According to Beam, Forth was just showing him kindness and nothing more.    But he was doing this because it would shut Kit and Pring's mouths.

Why would someone like Forth would want someone like him ?

Forth was beyond his reached.

Beam couldn't help but feel sad.

***

Forth noticed that in Beam's bio Data , Beam was younger than him . Then why did Beam told him to called 'phi ' when they were younger ? Forth decided to ask Beam .

They were having dinner peacefully. Then suddenly Forth asked " why did you told me to called you phi when we are younger . Because it's clear that I'm older than you ."

Beam felt embarrassed at that question.
He didn't know how to answer to that because it was a silly reason.

" I ...uh..I .. was just teasing you" Beam answered while looking at his plate. He didn't dare to meet Forth's eyes.

Forth just lightly chuckled at the answer and shook his head at Beam's sillyness .

" Then call me Phi from now on . Okay nong Beam ?" Forth said seriously while hiding his laugh.

Beam's cheeks became pink . He nodded his head.

" Words nong Beam " Forth teased.

" Okay.. P..P' Forth " Beam said and bite his lips .

Forth just ruffled Beam's hair at Beam's cuteness.

***

The valentine's day was coming near. Beam became anxious with each passing day. But Kit and Pring was arranging for that moment like what would Beam wear ? How to seduce Forth after his confession etc etc...

***

Forth's was working on his office . There was a big project coming . So, Forth didn't want to take any risk and he was working in his office day and night .

Pring suddenly barged into the Forth's office room.

Forth didn't have to look up to see who it was because he  already knew . Pring was the only one who dare to barged into his office.

" What ?" Forth asked while signing some documents .

" I'm telling you this Forth , if you messed up this time, I'm not gonna help you for second time . It takes a lot and lots of energy to convince him . Ohh.. God.. I'm telling you..." Pring was speaking non-stoply .

" Convince him ? Who ? " Forth cut her words and asked while eyeing his documents.

" Beam " Pring glared at him .

Now Forth gave his whole attention to her.

" So, now you are listening ..huh.." Pring smirked and started applying her lip gloss while totally ignoring Forth.

Pring's bitch mode in on .

" Pring what are you talking about ?" Forth asked impatiently ,when he saw Pring was now ignoring him .

" Okay I will bought you the latest model of handbag from Chanel ." Forth tried to negotiate with her.

Pring was still ignoring him while applying her blush .

" Okay whatever you want I will buy you. I will be your shopping card . Deal ?" Forth further negotiated.

" Now we are talking " Pring smirked cunningly.

" You cunning bitch " Forth just sighed.

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A/N:

Hey guys is it too fast to get them together ?

Because I don't want to see my beamie suffer more 😭

Let me know your opinions in the comments ..

Love you all 🥰