Finding my way to you

Ch.20

The ride back to home was silent. But it was awkward for Beam . Because Forth was ignoring him again. When they reached home Forth continued to ignore him and went upstairs towards his room.

Beam became confuse and hurt at Forth's action. He tried to control his tears but they were not stopping . He feel tired at Forth's action. One time Forth was showering him with all those affection and the next time he completely ingnored him.

At the other hand Forth just wanted to released some steam. He didn't even clear things with Beam from their past and here he was behaving jealous like some teen. Forth was not stupid to didn't understand the things. He knew his heart and his heart wanted Beam close to him. But he was too stubborn to easily accept Beam in his life again. He was afraid that Beam would disappear again if he open his heart again.

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In the next morning Forth was doing his morning workout in his gym . Beam decided to talk to Forth about working. Because it became unbearable for him to live in Forth's house without doing anything. If he went to work he could even ignore Forth.

Beam slowly entered the gym room where Forth was doing push ups. Forth knew Beam was there but he decided to ignore him.

Beam tried to talk to Forth but a sweaty Forth with his muscles flexing was too much distraction for Beam. Beam blushed furiously and tore his eyes from Forth's sexy figure. Forth's figure helped Beam to have some dirty thoughts. Beam scolded his own thoughts.

" I...um.... I ...uhh.... I .." Beam stuttered.

" What?" Forth sighed still not giving his attention to Beam while doing his other work outs.

" I...uhh.. I want to..work ." Beam finally said it .

Forth stopped his workout.

" Why ?" Forth was now facing him while giving his complete attention.

" I ... I have nothing to...uhh do " Beam fidgeted with the hem of his sweater.

" No need " Forth just cut Beam and went back to his workout.

Beam was dumbfounded at Forth's answer.

" But..I..uh ..need money." Beam slowly said still not giving up.

" Why do you need Money and how much ? I can give it to you ." Forth said still not giving Beam his attention.

" Uh... for repay you " Beam quietly said while looking at the ground.

Forth was now standing in front of Beam.

" What are saying ?" Forth hold Beam's chin to look at his eyes.

Beam wanted to reply but his words were not coming out because their close proximity. Moreover Forth was shirtless.

" Do you know how to cook ?" Forth asked .

" Yes" Beam confusedly replied, not knowing why Forth was asking him this.

" Then helped the cook in the cooking and I will pay you " Forth then turned his back towards Beam ending the discussion.

" Why... are you doing this ?" Beam asked when he found his voice again.

" Why what ?" Forth asked back while focusing on his workout.

" I ..Know you hate me . Then ..why..sobbb.. are you doing..sobb ...this.?" Beam sobbed between his question.

Forth stopped his workout again seeing Beam cry. He hated it when Beam cry.

" And what am I doing ?" Forth questioned.

" Being ...sobb.. nice to me..sobb... saving me from those...sobb...people . you are nice..sobb..to me ..then next you ignored me..sobb... like I'm ..sobb... nothing . I have nothing..sobb.. other than my..sobb..body. I don't want..sobb.. to be a burden ..sobb..to you. You will h..hate me more ." Beam was crying silently . His body was shaking.

Forth came near Beam and wrapped his arms around him in a soothing manner . Beam lean into the touch.

" Stop being... nice..to me. I .. I don't...deserve it." Beam said still crying in Forth's arm . But Beam didn't tried to reject Forth's touch. Because he knew after this Forth would return to ignore him again .

Forth rubbed his back slowly and even gently rubbed his head. Beam cried more after receiving Forth's affection while holding onto him . Forth kissed Beam's forehead . Beam became shocked at Forth's action . He slowly looked at Forth with his crying eyes.

Beam's crying eyes woke something in Forth's body. Forth looked at Beam's face then at his lips which became swollen and red from Beam's own bitting.

Then next thing Beam realized that Forth's lips was moving against his own . Forth slowly sucked Beam's upper lips then his Lower lips . Forth's one hand was holding Beam waist close to his body while his other hand was caressing Beam's hair gently . Suddenly Forth bite Beam's Lower lip . Beam gasped at Forth's action . Forth took this opportunity to entered his tongue into Beam's mouth.

Not knowing what to do Beam just let Forth do whatever he want. It was Beam's first kiss.

In the moment Forth's lips touched Beam's , Forth knew that Beam was inexperience and it made him happy.

Forth explored Beam's mouth . It was so sweet and addicting . Forth only released Beam when both of them need to breathe. Forth then again went for another kiss . After the kisses Beam looked so ravished that Forth just wanted to take Beam to bed . But he knew Beam was not ready for that . So, he controlled himself . Forth ended the kiss with a peck on his nose and forehead.

Beam's heart was beating furiously.
Beam tried to run away because of his shyness but Forth's strong arms just hold him close to his body. Beam hide his face in Forth's chest. Then Beam realized that Forth was still shirtless. Adorable blushed run down from Beam's face to his whole body . If Forth was not holding him , Beam might end up in floor.
Forth just chuckled at Beam.

Suddenly Forth lift Beam in bridal style and left the gym with a cutely blushing Beam in his arm.

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A/N :

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