Finding my way to you

Ch.23

Beam decided to come out of his room after an hour. He didn't want to hide anymore from Forth and tried to be brave. When Beam reached the dinning area Forth was not there . So, he just decided to keep the food in the fridge because he lost his appetite and he didn't want to call Forth.

Beam was cleaning the table when suddenly Forth appeared behind him. "Did you already eat?" Forth questioned Beam while casually put his hands on the table trapping Beam in between them. Beam became stiff after realizing their close proximity. He thought that his heart gonna brust out of his chest. But at the same time Beam felt sad because he thought that Forth gonna hate him now after his confession. Maybe he was really burdening Forth with his feelings. Beam lost in his thoughts.

When Beam didn't replied Forth , he gently turned him around to face him. Beam didn't lift his face to look up at Forth's face . Forth gently hold Beam's chin in his hand and lift it to look at his eyes. But Beam just closed his eyes . Because he knew the moment he look at Forth's eyes he wouldn't able to held back his tears and also he didn't want to see anger on Forth's eyes .

Forth just sighed when Beam close his eyes. " Let's just eat " Forth told Beam and started to prepare their plates for eating.

They silently ate . But Beam had no appetite to eat. Forth saw that all the dishes are his favorite . It made him internally smile in his mind.

On the other hand Beam just eating fastly to finish his eating . He just wanted to go to his room already. Now he was really thinking that facing Forth on the same of his confession was not good for his mental health.

But he couldn't just leave Forth who was eating all the dishes silently. It would be rude to leave the table when Forth was eating. So, Beam just sat there silently.

Forth knew what Beam was thinking and that's why he deliberately ate slower than usual day. And also he was enjoying the dishes.

When Forth finished his dinner Beam took the plates to the sink and started to wash carefully.

Forth didn't do anything. He just stand in the kitchen's door while leaning on it casually and watching Beam .

Beam could feel that Forth's eyes were following his every move sharply.

When Beam finished with the dishes he just ignored Forth who was on the doorway and went out to the dinning area to take his pills. Forth always insisted that he should take his vitamin pills .

Beam gulped down his pills and just wanted to escape from there. Before Beam escaped from there , Forth hold his waist and hoisted him up on the table . A yelp slipped away from Beam's mouth because of Forth's sudden move. Beam tried to wiggle away from Forth's hold but Forth just hold his waist firmly not to tightly to hurt Beam.

Then Forth separated Beam's legs to stand between them and completely trapped Beam there. But Beam still didn't look up at Forth's eyes. Forth softly hold Beam's cheek in his hand and his other hand was softly caressing Beam's lean waist.

"Why are you ignoring me ?" Forth asked while nuzzling softly in Beam's cheek. Beam's cheek was so soft and rosy from blushing that he just wanted to bite and lick it . He just hold himself.

" Why ?" Forth again asked while continuing his previous action.

"I .... just don't want to.... burden you Phi . " Beam tried to answer while trying to ignore what Forth was doing with him.

" And why are you thinking like that?" Forth asked while taking Beam's hand and kissing his palm softly .

Beam just tried to not moan at Forth's action. Forth was just too much . He was making Beam crazy with his actions.

" You are too kind to me . And the way you always take care of me . I just can't help but ...." Beam softly said but couldn't bring himself to finished his words . Tears rolled down on his rosy cheeks.

" But what baby ?" Forth asked while licking tears from Beam's cheek .

" Eww phi , what are you doing ?" Beam stopped Forth from licking his tears in cheek.

" No baby it's sweet " Forth replied while again licking Beam's other cheek.

" But what ? Finish your line baby bunny ." Forth asked while this time biting his ears gently.

Beam didn't even realize that Forth was calling him baby. He too lost in Forth's touch.

" fall for... You Phi " Beam replied while biting his lips .

" And you don't want to hear my answer ?" Forth asked and stopped Beam from biting his lips with his fingers.

Beam didn't reply to Forth because he was not ready to hear the answer.

"Confess to me again Beam " this time Forth was giving feather kisses on Beam's neck .

" Right now baby " with this Forth slipped his hands under Beam's shirt .

Beam shivered at the touch .

" I... like you Phi Forth " Beam managed to confess with Forth's roaming hands in his bare waist. Forth just caressed it sensually.

" I like you too my baby bunny " with that Forth captured Beam's lips for a sensual kiss. It was so sudden that Beam didn't even have time to register Forth's answer in his mind.

Beam willingly open his mouth to Forth to explore. Forth went crazy with Beam's submissives . Forth was really loving it how Beam's body was so responsive to his touches.

After touching Beam's body under his shirt Forth realized that Beam's body was so delicate and soft for a man . Beam's skin was smooth and hairless. Forth afraid that if he hold him too tight it might break him.

Forth's hands brushed Beam's rosy buds in his chest and moan escaped from Beam's mouth. It was like music to Forth's ears.

He fondle with his rosy buds and released Beam from his kiss to look at his facial expression while he was playing with his nipples.

Beam's eyes were teary, his breathing was fast and lips were swollen from the kiss.

Beam felt his stomach tightening with an foreign feeling .

Forth new that if he didn't stop now it will not be good for Beam. Forth thought that Beam still need time to start in this kind of intimacy.

Forth retreated his hands from Beam's body and lifted beam in his arms in bridal style .

When Forth entered his bedroom with Beam in his arms Beam realized the situation but Beam didn't want to disappoint Forth . So, he was ready to give his everything to Forth including his virginity but in the deep he was scared.

Forth just laid down Beam on his bed carefully and covered him with his blanket .

" Just sleep bunny . I need to go to the washroom ." With that Forth kiss his forehead and turn his back to leave for bathroom. But Beam held Forth's shirt .
" Just leave my shirt baby, you are not ready for this " Forth sighed and replied without turning back to Beam.

Beam left Forth's shirt and Forth went to the bathroom .

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When Forth went out of his bathroom Beam was still awake but he was closing his eyes .

Forth got inside the blanket and brought Beam closer to him by holding his waist .
Forth really treated Beam's weight like a feather .

Forth kissed Beam's forehead and tucked Beam's head under his chin while snuggling into his hair.

Beam also snuggled close to Forth and inhale the familiar scent which became his favorite.

They slept that night in each others arm like the night just came for them.

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