Finding my way to you

Ch. 14

Forth's mind was in mess. Whenever he tried to forget Beam, he remembered about his teary eyes silently asking for his help .
" This time I won't let you fool me  again" Forth tightly gripped the car's steering wheel.

Forth remembered the time when he first met Beam.
Forth was in a vacation to Phana's house.
He was going to have his eye operation that time.  His parents wanted him to fresh his mind before the operation. So, they send Forth to his favorite cousins home.

When Forth was there Phana used to take him to a park. The environment was very peaceful in that park. If Phana didn't have time to take him there. Forth went alone there with the help of his bodyguards.

One day Forth was sitting alone on a bench of the park. " Hey..hey..watch out.."Suddenly someone screamed. Before Forth could react a ball hit Forth on his head.
" Are you okay? " A voice gently asked Forth.
Forth just nodded his head as a reply.

" Can I seat here?" After few minutes of silence the voice again asked.
Forth didn't reply.
After a few minutes Forth felt that someone sit beside him but on a safe distance.
" Are you new here? " The voice asked.
Forth decided to ignore again. He could say by the voice that it was a boy.

" What is your name kid? " The boy didn't give up and asked Forth again.

" I'm not a kid and my parents says that we should not talk to a stranger." Forth answered Irritatedly.

The boy let out a small laugh on Forth's answer.

" Bye bye little boy. See you again " With that the boy left Forth.

After that day the boy used to come to him and talk nonstop. He daily used to describe him his surrounding. Forth mostly ignored him .

Suddenly one day the boy didn't come. Forth really felt lonely that day.
Next day  the boy came again and started rambling nonstop.
Forth wanted to ask him why he didn't came yesterday but didn't ask.

" What is your name? " Forth suddenly asked the boy.
" We should not tell our names to a stranger, a little birdy told me that" The boy replied in a teasing manner.

" But I'm older than you, so, call me Phi. " The boy replied .

Forth just pouted with that reply.

After that day they slowly became friends. Forth became more open to the boy. Before that Forth didn't have any close friend . So, he grew a new kind of attachment with that boy.

Forth always took chocolates with him to give that boy. The boy didn't take the chocolates but when Forth insisted he made Forth eat those chocolates with him.

One day when the boy told Forth that his favorite food was a kind of cream bread, Forth told him that he also wanted to eat that. The boy gave that cream bread to Forth next day . The bread was not soft and tasty like the bread Forth used to eat but Forth was happy to eat that.

Suddenly one day the boy stopped coming to the park.

But Forth didn't stop going to the park. His vacation ended. He left that place with a heavy heart.

One day his mom told him that she knew that Forth made a new friend in his vacation. So, his mom for testing the boy's intention offer him some money to leave Forth. The boy took the money and stopped meeting Forth after that day.

Forth became really hurt from this incident. He didn't allow anyone in his life after that. But  Pring really broke his wall and became his best friend. Forth met Pring when he was studying abroad. She could be crazy sometimes. She could also be a bitch, when needed.

When Forth saw Beam first time he didn't know that he was that boy. He always found Beam in troublesome situations. Whenever they met Beam was always in tears or he was scared. When he hugged Beam to help his panic attack, he really wanted to protect Beam . But when he came to know about that Beam was that boy , he couldn't control his angered. He tried to hurt Beam but couldn't bring himself  to hurt Beam more. So, he ignored Beam.

Whenever Beam was near he felt a fuzzy feeling in his heart. He hated it when someone touch Beam. He couldn't understand his feelings. He thought Beam as someone bigger because he used to call him phi. But this Beam was completely opposite, who couldn't even talk without stuttering and shivering.

Even in the deepest corner of his brain Forth knew that Beam was struggling to live his life. But he was blinded by his so called hate that he decided to ignored that.

He wanted to  break that man's hand who touched Beam in the hotel. Forth felt confuse because of all these happening around him. Forth even went to his headquarter frequently to avoid Beam. But whenever he came to the company, his eyes always found Beam without his knowledge.

Forth took a long breathe to forget all those happening around him.

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