Finding my way to you

Ch.22

Finally valentine's day came. Beam didn't even sleep a bit because of his nervousness. He knew Forth gonna reject him but it would be painful for him to hear it directly from Forth. But Kit and Pring told him to be positive . In some corner of his heart , he still hoped that Forth would accept him .

Beam decided to wear sweater , which was the first sweater he received from Forth . Actually it was Forth's sweater. When he started living in Forth's house ,he didn't have anything to wear, that's why Forth gave him his sweaters and some shirts and told Beam to keep those. Beam really like the sweater because it smelled like Forth . Whenever his nightmares got worse he hugged it close and somehow it helped him.

Now most of Forth's smelled was gone . But Beam still liked it.

According to Pring, Beam should wear something sexy . And Kit wanted him to look cute.

When Forth went to office , Kit and Pring helped him to decorate. They beautifully decorated some aesthetic candles and rose Patels . Beam even cooked Forth's favorite dishes .

Beam just showered and he didn't even get ready yet . In that moment Beam heard noice downstairs. He felt scared because it was too early for Forth to came home.

Beam came out of his room silently. He grabbed the broom from store room in the way.

When he went downstairs, it was completely silent. When he felt someone's presence behind him , he just screamed and tried to hit the person with the broom.

" What are you doing ?" Forth hold the broom and questioned Beam.

' shit, did I really try to hit P'Forth. Stupid Beam ' Beam scolded himself in his mind.

"P... P'Forth" Beam just stuttered.

" Yes. Are you expecting someone else ?" Forth's face became hard while questioning him.

" No.. Phi" Beam bite his lips.

Forth tossed the broom aside.

The broom hit the wall and Beam flinched at the sound. Beam became self conscious. Even  the smallest sound made him scared because of his past .

Forth eyed the whole room , which was decorated beautifully. The vibe was romantic.

"What is this decoration about ?" Forth sharply asked.

" Today..is ..uh.. valentine's day" Beam became nervous.

" So, I thought ... uh.." Beam's anxiety was surfacing slowly.

" You though what ?" Forth questioned while taking steps towards Beam. Beam back away from Forth but Forth's footsteps were not stopping. Beam's back  hit the wall and Forth stopped in front of him . Forth even put both of his hands on the wall  trapping Beam between him and the wall . Beam now couldn't run away.

" Do you have a plan for a romantic dinner tonight with your partner ?" Forth coldly asked, which shivered run down in Beam's body.

Unable to find his voice Beam just nodded. He didn't know why Forth was behaving like this suddenly.

Before Beam could respond Forth that he was waiting for him , Forth's lips roughly met his lips. Forth passionately kissed Beam . It was not a sweet kiss . Forth's one hand was behind Beam's head ,so that Beam's head couldn't hit the wall due to their rough moving . Beam eagerly replied to the kiss. He didn't know what to do but tried to follow Forth's move but he couldn't keep up with him .

And Forth's other hand gripping Beam's waist. Forth sucked and  bit Beam's lips. Due to the rough kissing whimpers left from Beam's mouth. Beam trimbled in Forth's hold.

Forth left Beam's lips when Beam was out of breathe but soon Forth's lips found Beam's milky white neck . Beam's mind totally became blank from unknown pleasures. It was first time someone was touching him with so much passion and love. Beam usually felt disgusted if someone touch him like this but with Forth he felt different. He was willing to accept everything Forth wanted to give him .

He didn't know that neck kisses felt this good. When he was assaulted he just felt pain from the biting and it disgusted him.

Forth was giving wet kisses in Beam's neck and collarbone. He even bit and sucked his neck forming three dark hickies . Beam couldn't help but to moan. Beam's moan encouraging Forth to do more.

Beam helplessly grabbed Forth's arms . Beam's eyes were totally shut from pleasure.

Beam was wearing one of the Forth's white shirt which Forth gave him when he started living with him . It was big on Beam's frame and due to Forth's rough handling it slipped from Beam's one arm giving Forth more access to Beam's collarbone and shoulder . Forth bite his shoulder then gave the bite wet kisses. It was like Forth was marking his territory.

"Ahhh.. P'Forth" a loud moan escaped from Beam's mouth.

It brought Forth back  to reality.

He detached his lips from Beam's neck and looked at him . Beam was looking like someone just railed him . Beam was blushing furiously . His ears , neck , collarbone all are red. Beam was still tightly gripping his arms if he let it go he would just drop on the floor.

' let's see , how Beam can go on a romantic dinner with someone else now looking like this ' Forth though in his mind.

Forth felt satisfied while looking at Beam's neck.

Forth fixed Beam's shirt covering his shoulder . Then only Forth noticed that it was his shirt.

He felt confused , why would Beam wear his shirt if he was going to have a romantic dinner with someone else and most importantly Beam didn't reject his rough touches . He accepted Forth's rough touches without fighting.

" Aren't you going to have dinner now ?" Forth wickedly asked Beam.

"After you.. freshen up..uh..we will have dinner. I ..uh cook your favorite dishes." Beam said slowly.

" What ? Didn't you say you want a romantic dinner with your partner with these decorations ?" Forth really felt confused .

" All these ..uh..for you P'Forth " Beam tried to calm down his furiously beating heart .

" Why ?" Forth couldn't help but to question.

" I.. uhh.. like you P'Forth " with that Beam ran upstairs leaving a shock Forth .

"Pringgg .. you just tricked me" Forth cursed her in different languages.

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