This Song Is Called You.

5. My protection is yours

Porsche threw away his cigarette, under everyone's worried gaze. He had just finished an entire pack of cigarettes just out of stress. Maybe he was over reacting, but Porsche had always been like this, only Kinn could understand him, somehow or at least, he was trying to appease him.

"Dude, relax, you'll be fine, don't worry too much... Nong Chay need good energy." Pol tried to comfort his friend, but only the soft hand on his back kept him calm.

" He is in pain..." Porsche hissed, he felt like tearing his hair out, for him, Chay could sometimes be a spoiled brat, but he was above all his little brother. "....He is in pain and I am unable to help him. This is driving me crazy, I can protect him from people or potential dangerous situations, but I can't fucking fight a virus, it's like seeing him dying in front of me, all over again..."

"Ai'Porsche... Don't say that. We are in the hospital with the best doctors, Nong Chay is a strong young man, and without health problems before, he will recover. Trust him, he will do it. You just have to wait, don't think to much..."

Arm, who had been staring at his tablet for five minutes, cleared his throat and raised his right hand.

"Khun Kinn..."

"Not now, Arm." Kinn replied, frowning.

"...But... I am sorry, Khun Kinn, it's urgent, Khun Vegas was waiting for you in the meeting room, he doesn't understand why you didn't show up yet..."

" Oh....Shit."

Porsche freed Kinn's arm before giving him a weary look:

"Go ahead, he's waiting for you and don't forget the casino contract."

Kinn took a deep breath, he put his hands on his hips and with a single look, made it clear for Arm and Pol to leave them alone.

"Porsche, you can't shut yourself up like this, you know you can count on me, since all this time, I also consider Nong Chay as my little brother. I'll pay for everything, I promise you don't have to worry so much. Talk to me, when you need it, I will be there for you, you don't have to be alone... I love you."

Porsche clenched his fist, he was a proud and stubborn man. He didn't like having to rely on others, even Kinn. He bit the inside of his cheek, before placing himself in front of his man, placing a delicate kiss on his cheek:

"I'll stay by his side, you can go to work, Khun Kinn, don't use this excuse to be lazy!"

Kinn laughed a little, before squeezing Porsche's waist with his big warm hands, and he grabbed Porsche's lips with his :

"Khun Kinn is going to join this idiot, I think it will take an hour sooo Khun Porsche can rest a little... I will soon be back, my love."

Porsche smiled weakly, before kissing Kinn again and leaving the private terrace.
He stood in front of his little brother's room, the latter was talking with Tankhun and Kim. His cough was so strong that Porsche's heart broke and he punched a wall, cracking several of his bones on the spot.

"OI! Ai'Porsche, are you crazy or what?" Tankhun growled as he opened the door. "I thought the hospital was being attacked... Don't be stupid, Nong Chay is already here, we don't have the need for an other Kittisawasd."

Kimhan quickly replaced his gun that he had taken out under the outraged gaze of Porchay who tried to hit him on the shoulder but his cough prevented hia gesture.

"Chay!" Porsche nudged Tankhun aside and rushed inside.

"Hi-ia ... I am alright.." grumbled Porchay who glared at Kimhan.

Tankhun pretended to massage his shoulder, he went to get his guards, anyway, he had things to buy... Still with Kim's credit card in his hands.

"P'Kim," Chay whispered as he leaned over, "P'Tankhun left with your money... He's going to ruin us!"

"Don't worry about the money." Kim replied in the same tone.

Porsche looked at the lovers and their accomplice exchange before rolling his eyes. These two had a really strange relationship, they argued and loved each other at the same time...
While very often he argued with Kinn and then they reconciled... Well very often, they only argued, until his Kinn want to fuck. And when Kinn felt like it, he was willing to do anything to get what he wanted, even if he had to physically fight Porsche to submit it to him.

"Why do you have your gun?" Porsche asked suddenly, snapping out of his thoughts... too hot for this kind of place.

"We are still members of this family." Kimhan remarked, crossing his arms. "Even though we've been concentrating on our musical pursuits, being with you guys can get us in trouble, I'm just trying to protect Chay. We don't know if we have enemies ready to take us down."

"I thought this hospital belonged to Tankhun? Isn't this place safe ?"

Kim shook his head negatively, Tankhun had wanted to buy the hospital out of whim for his doctor, but Korn and Kinn had opposed the idea. Therefore, only when Tankhun was here, the place was safe, but if he wasn't around... Well, who knows ?

"Only the floor is privatized." confessed Kimhan pursing his lips.

"The Chinese gang is here." Porsche snorted in disgust, "To be exact, they're with Kinn and Vegas, at the hotel. They have to compromise for the casino. I don't think that they would come here...but let's stay attentive."

Porchay started to cough again and at the same time, Porsche and Kimhan stroked his back gently.
But Kim's worried expression disturbed Chay. He coughed harder, and this time some blood came out of his mouth.

"PORCHAY!" Porsche's howl echoed throughout the hospital.

" I will get doctor Top ! " Kimhan rushed towards the exit. He was always calm, but for the first time, he started to run.

Chay collapsed in his brother arms, shaking and trembling. His body was so cold, way too cold.