This Song Is Called You.

41. This Song Is Called You.

Porchay's heart skipped a few beats, he hugged Pete, crying silently and the young man wiped away his tears, nodding briskly with an understanding look.

"I know, I know, Nong Chay... I miss him too."

Then Tankkhun refused to let go of Pete, he started following him everywhere while crying. Top explained the situation to everyone:

"I know how complicated it was for all of you, but I looked on my side, and I found the trace of a man who had been beaten by a person who knew how to box... So by simple out of curiosity I asked what this man looked like, and thought maybe it was Khun Pete...When I saw him on the street, I was sure of my doubts. I wasn't sure if he would accept to come tonight, so i didn't say anything.. Sorry."

''Um...'' hummed Pete, patting Tankhun on the back. He sighed, and looked at Kinn and Porsche, he was probably nervous...'' I am here, we can talk. Or I can leave if you don't want to see me... I understand."

"It's good that you're here.." sighed Kinn, who asked Pete for a private interview, probably to talk about Vegas.

Tankhun and Porsche followed them, but Porchay found himself unable to move with a heavy heart, and Prince, the little boy, visibly disappointed at not being able to follow Porsche, grabbed Porchay's hand and Kim's, with great curiosity in his grey glance.

"It's P'Pete." Kim said simply, quietly analyzing his boyfriend's reactions. '' ...A member of our family too."

Porchay looked so sad that Prince gave Kimhan a worried look. Then Chay recovered, he grabbed Prince and carried him before forcing himself to smile:

"You saw there are plenty of sweets by the pool, you have the right to choose three candies..."

"Oi....Four..please P'Porchay...na na na." the little boy tried to negotiate.

"No three. You can't eat too much sugar, it's not good for your health !"

Prince sighed, and he passed into the arms of Nine, who accompanied by Sea, headed towards the swimming pool.

"Are you okay?" Kim whispered, sliding his soft hand down Porchay's back, sending shivers down his spine.

The youngest smiled, he pressed against Kim's warm body, his gaze more assured.

"It's ok, we have to move on now, hopefully everything will go back to how it was...Macau would like that."

It was the first time that Porchay managed to say his best friend's name, without pause or hesitation, and Kimhan's proud smile made the young man blush, who hid his face in the crook of Kim's shoulder.

When the party finally started, Porchay had time to ask Pete for a moment, and the two men left on a balcony, a bit away from everyone. They could understand each other, better than everyone here, because they were so close to Macau before everything...

" Dang, guys....Did you become parents? Since when are you all so grown up.. I feel old now." asked Pete innocently, smoking his cigarette.

"Something like that..." Porchay confessed, he held Pete's good hand in his, and they exchanged a sad look; they knew. ''Time keep going...Even if some of us didn't make it. How's...P'Vegas?" despite everything, Porchay remains a polite person, he had never held a grudge despite the man's mistakes.

"He...had a hard time." Pete confessed, looking down on his hand, squeezing Chay's frail fingers. "But it's better...I think...He won't abandon me, I hope...I'm here for him and he cares for me...Things will get better with time, my grandma is taking care of it. He would... I don't think he would be mad if he see you around. You can come when you have free time, my hometown is really lovely."

"That's good." Porchay whispered, as if they were exchanging a big secret. "That's what he would have wanted...He liked seeing you together."

Pete smiled sadly, Porchay reminded him so much of Macau. He felt his heart sink, but he was good at hiding his emotions and he offered Porchay to go back to the warm living room.

''Let's go, they are all waiting for us...We need to walk back."

"Yeah...'' Porchay looked up, smiling towards the moon. ''We will walk until we'll see each others again."

Pete then met the young and rambunctious Prince, who was finally having fun, giving slobbery kisses on the cheek of Kimhan, who was disgusted, and the poor singer ended up fleeing, to go up on a small stage, and he installed his guitar before clear your throat:

"Dear friends, all of you here tonight, I didn't want to do this, but Tankhun threatened me...So I'm going to listen to your requests. Please, no weird songs, there's a child in the room. I will only sing for one hour, so hurry up."

Arm and Pol were disappointed and Porchay laughed. He was the first to ask for the very first song, the one he himself had composed when he was younger.

"Alright, so to start the night off, we have...This song is called you."