This Song Is Called You.

24. When did the angel became a demon

When Kim opened his eyes, he was on a hospital bed, the sound of his heart bothered him and he grumbled a little.

''You're awake, finally! Damn you sacred the hell out of your poor brother!" sighed his older brother, Tankhun, whose face was tired as if he hadn't slept for a long time.

Kimhan frowned, he felt an unpleasant weight on his chest and his gaze immediately sought Porchay... He saw Arm and Pol, at the back of the room, asleep in a warm embrace. Tankhun to his left, slumped on his bed and Top, holding a binder in his hands, frowning. But no Porchay.

"What....what happened? Where is Porchay? ''

Tankhun frowned, he exchanged a look with Top. Kimhan straightened up, with difficulty and the doctor immediately stopped him. Did something happened to Porchay...?

''No, I don't recommend it, you're going to open your wound again if you move, we've already had trouble saving your life. Please refrain yourself from getting up.''

"Porchay is...I don't know, Porsche called him and he just said he was safe. Nine called me to tell me that you were attacked, I rushed to your house and found you almost dead on the ground ! Fuck my poor heart...''

Kimhan frowned, he began to seriously worry, Porchay was with him when Sea, one of his right arms, came to his house, mad with rage. Where the hell was his lover ? Did Sea... Gods,please no.

The doctor noticed Kimhan's attitude and discreetly tried to give him some medicine to calm him down, but Kim waved at him:

'' No, don't. Thank you but I need my brain to think properly. Tankhun, I don't understand, Porchay was with me. Something must have happened... How could you not look for him ?"

"That young boy," Top sighed, laying a hand on Tankhun's shoulder. "I really found his situation strange, he only had a simple cough...So I found out that Nong Porchay wasn't taking his medicine."

'' What the hell are you...?''

'' It's as if he wanted to get sick...'' the doctor's look was confused but his assured tone, the young boy had voluntarily let the virus invade his body...

''But why? Why would Nong Chay pretend to be sick ? Did he want to worry Kim so much ?! Nong Porchay isn't so cruel to do such a thing ! Or did you do something to make him angry, Kim?!'' exclaimed Tankhun with a startled face.

It didn't make sense, Porchay wouldn't have risked his life just to...get Kim's attention?

'' What ! Nonsense... Wait a minute.... trying to get my attention... Before... The attack.''

Shit.
Kimhan's brain began to boil.

"Porchay was working with a Chinese client, before all this shit, and that damn gang found us in the hospital pretty quickly, don't you think ?! Fuck... But why... ?''

''Because he works with Porsche.''

Kinn entered the room, his coat intact despite the incessant rain. He pushed back a strand of damp hair that was bothering him and sat down to Kim's right.

'' At first, I didn't understand Porsche's attitude, or why we argued so much... But the truth was... He worked with Vegas, trying to help me so much that he made his own connections and the two developed their own business, everything, without telling me anything, because Porsche wanted to prove to me that he was also capable of managing the business alone. You know what a proud man he is... But Porchay was never going to oppose this idea directly, so he tried to sabotage their plan to protect the Major family, and therefore you Kim, I think that he didn't want you to get involved in this mess.... Nong must have wanted to prevent you from intervening and killing his brother. If he succeeded in deceiving Vegas, Porsche would start to have less trust in him... I'm not sure yet, but it seems to me that Porchay contacted Mr. Xiao before everyone else, asking Porsche to argue with me to be late and Vegas to be at the meeting for me. This is was all a big plan, Porsche and Vegas, Porchay between them, and us not knowing a single thing and being stupid enough to trust them !"

Tankhun pretended to faint, he cupped his face in his hands, his face flushed with confusion. Kimhan's heart hardened at every word his brother said. Porchay had been plotting behind his back? He used his men to stop Porsche and Vegas? He had even asked Sea to shoot him?

''Where's Porsche?'' asked Tankhun in a strained voice.

"Locked in my room, Vegas will surely get him out... That fucking motherfucker. They obviously got a lot closer than I thought. Even Pete didn't know. Nong Chay tried but ....Kimhan, you wanted to give your organization to Vegas? What a fucking dumb move !" hissed Kinn in his furious voice.

"Shit... Damn. I was unaware of everything. I wanted to take us away from this life while Porchay was manipulating the organization. Of course if my men fell into the hands of Vegas, he would have lost his power and wouldn't be able to oppose Porsche and Vegas anymore...Damn... He must have panicked... stupid Chay...'' Kim wanted to get up, he was shaking with anger and his breathing was too much jerky, it's threatened to open his wound again, so this time Top gave him a dose of sedative.

"Sorry, Khun Kim. But I really can't let you..."

"Top!" Tankhun growled, but he gently stroked Kim, the latter was as pale as the white walls of the hospital. "Ai'Kim, relax, be careful, you need a good rest, Kinn how can you be sure of all this?! Look, you are making Kim worried !"

Kinn looked down, his face hardened with anger and his lip quivered slightly, he must have had Porsche spied on and was ashamed to admit it...

''The two brothers tricked you all...'' said Top in a pained voice, resting a warm hand on Tankhun's shoulder. " What a shitty family..."

''Porchay only tried to manage the situation on his side, he wanted to protect everyone, but Kim threatened to give his only way of pressure on Vegas...But Porsche, Porsche is their leader. He took power, he believes that everything is rightfully his. He always was against my way..."

''That's awful! This is so unfair...'' sobbed Tankhun, who knew how hard Kinn had worked for their family...He turned against Top's chest and hugged him.

Kimhan's body relaxed despite himself thank to the medicine, he sighed, trying to ignore the gaping hole in his chest caused by Porchay's betrayal. Porsche was a proud man, but Kim knew his lover, he recognized Porchay's genius there.

''And now,'' murmured Pol who had just woken up, ''....what are we gonna do ? We can't kill Porsche..''

Tankhun stood up, he looked at everyone in the room, his hand holding his little brother's hand tenderly, Top's gentle gaze on him. He cleared his throat and held his head high.

''We trusted Porsche and Porchay.... I always believed in them. I refuse that our family destroys itself a little more. If they really acted on some stupid beliefs of << who has the most power >>, I'll be disappointed in them... But I'm much more angry at Porsche because he betrayed Kinn's trust and against Porchay because he hurt Kim! They could have killed you! What the hell are they playing at ?! I can't...gosh.."

Tankhun ended his short speech with tears in his eyes and he turned his head away refusing to show weakness. Kinn sighed, he got up in turn, gave Kim a look and left in silence, the disappointment in his look was painful.

Kim couldn't even lift a finger, he just felt the pain in his chest grow, thinking back to all the times Porchay just said he was "busy" when in truth he was running the organization. He could almost laugh at the situation, and admired his angel, but the latter had tried to kill him, just so that his own spies would totally decide to accept Porchay as the one and only leader.

"Khun....Khun Kim?" Arm called shyly, pushing his glasses up his nose, looking distracted by his phone, "...I had a tracker on Nine's phone, like every one of our guards, to be honest and...He has been extinguished..I'm afraid something has happened to him. Nine was really loyal to you, Khun Kim."

"Porchay wouldn't kill one of our own!" Tankhun cried, before casting a worried look at Kimhan. "...Well...He wouldn't have done that...before.."

"I don't have any power anymore." Kim gritted his teeth, realizing that Porchay had taken his men from him. "Arm, Pol, sorry, you're going to have to obey me too. I need you both, guys. Please serve me."

"Rest first, you can think about the consequences later. I will leave them to your care, okay? Don't worry, lil bro. Arm, Pol, stay by my brother's side, this my order."

"Yes sir !" said the guards all at once.