This Song Is Called You.

16.Love me or Leave me.

Kim wanted to kill Porsche. For real. He was the most annoying person on earth, even Vegas was slightly less annoying.

They weren't bestfriends, of course. But Kimhan Theerapanyakul endured it at first, because he had hurt Chay so much, so he accepted this hatred from Porsche because Kim deserved it: but this time his family was putting Chay in danger.

"I don't want Porchay to go with you. So leave please. Now." Kim said in a low voice.

Kinn grabbed Porsche's arm and Porsche pulled away screaming, but his arm went too far and he hit Porchay, who startled, fell on his butt.

''Porsche let's go !"

"OUCH! Hia !" grumbled Porchay, rubbing his handles. "Stop fighting!"

Kim gritted his teeth, he immediately walked over to Porchay and picked him up roughly before squeezing his wrist and glaring at Porsche:

"You're only hurting him."

"It's not true, he didn't do it on purpose, P'Kim you're being mean! This is too much, let's just all calm down, ok ?"

"Stay out of this, Chay."

"Don't talk to him like that."

Porsche hissed immediately. Kimhan rolled his eyes, before looking at his big brother, with a raised eyebrow and an exasperated look:

"Take back your mutt, Kinn."

''You motherfucker..."

Porsche lunged at Kim but Kinn narrowly caught him and pushed him to the right. Porsche crashed into Nine and the poor guard cried out in surprise.

''Khun Porsche !"

"FUCK YOU BASTARD !"

"ENOUGH !"

"HIA....P'Kim are you serious?! Are you for real right now ? How could you..."

Chay bit his lip, he tentatively grabbed Kim's sleeve, but Kim ignored him and Porchay's heart sank.
Kinn took his gun from Porsche, ignoring the latter's howls of protest, and he asked Nine to force Porsche into his car.
He took one last look at his brother, with displeasure, then he sighed and left the large living room which was now a mess.

"P'Kim..." Porchay whispered, in a shy voice, his eyes moist. But Kimhan threw the young boy's hand away angrily.

He immediately pointed a menacing finger at Porchay and his voice was sour:

"If you even think of leaving this place to join your brother, never come back here again."

Porchay frowned, he crossed his arms, puffed out his cheeks and sulked :

"He's my brother. You can't forbid me to see him. And this is my home too... I can do what I want !"

" Try me." Kim snapped, his jaw clenched. "But if you act against my wishes, I'll consider that we broke up."

Porchay slapped him. Kim turned away immediately his face, his cheek reddened, his hair hiding his face. He trembled with anger and his voice was more hoarse than usual, without a look he growled:

"When Nine is here, he will watch you, if you disappear from his sight, consider us dead."

The violence of Kimhan's words angered Chay but also gave him a lot of sadness. The young boy recoiled, his eyes filled with tears.
But over the years, Kim had managed to harden his heart, to protect Chay, and that even from Porchay himself.
Nine returned soon after, and he found his young master barely awake from his coma, crying, stamping his foot angrily, and Khun Kimhan, slamming out the door of the room.

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[ A week later...]

"Are you really going to ignore me forever ?"

Kimhan looked at Porchay, the young boy was still pretty angry, but he didn't left, his phone was also kept by Nine, and all he could do was rest, sleep, eat, and work with his guitar.

"Ai'Nine, tell your fucking boss to shut up and eat."

Nine looked down, he cleared his throat:

" Humm...Khun Kimhan, Khun Porchay asked for you..."

"I heard." Growled Kim. "Porchay stop sulking already. You already agreed to stay here... My angel.."

Porchay raised his hand, giving Kim a dead stare, almost ready to slap him again. His lips were shaking and he suddenly glanced at Nine :

''Ai'Nine, tell him to shut up already !"

"Khun Ki.."

"ENOUGH PORCHAY, I CAN HEAR YOU!"

"OH YEAH ? WELL FUCK YOU."

Porchay stood up, he almost threw his dishes on the ground but..come on, it's wasn't the fault of the food... And it's was good too, and Chay was hungry...He slowly sat down again, and ate with anger.
Nine pursued his lips anxiously. Things were too tense and even the poor cat was too sacred go go near the couple.

"Until when ?" Asked Chay with a dark tone.

"When will you understand?" Hissed Kim, looking up. "You are not a child anymore so can you try to under...''

'' Right. I am not a child anymore, Kimhan. This is why I am still here. While you fought like a big jerk with the second person that I love the most. So how should I behave um? Tell me, because you seems to like taking decisions for me."

Kimhan tried to appease his lover, but he was also angry, how could Chay be so stupid ? It was so simple : but sometimes simple things were the hardest to understand. He sighed and looked down, he didn't want to eat anymore.

"My brother better be ok. Because if you hurt him, I will never forgive you."

"So you rather choose him than me ?" Kim's cold voice surprised Porchay.

He saw his lover biting his lips, looking hurt. Kim knew : he was being the biggest bastard on earth, asking for him to forget about his own family... But Porsche once again proved that he was a threat for Chay'peace.

"I won't stay inside those walls forever, just because you are manipulating me... Threating to end our relationship so easily, do you think that I am happy to hear that ? How could you even talk about it ? I am really disappointed."

Porchay left, he had enough. Enough of everything. He wanted his brother, he wanted his friend, he wanted to see Macau, to go outside, listen to a concert...
Things were not out of control.