goodness gracious.
i don't even remember anything from last night.
father and i were on a bit of a trip, not very far but far enough to be considered on a trip.
he recognized some place, it looked familiar to me but i don't know how, and he was very enthusiastic about going there.
strange, right? yes.
so, we both went in, yes, and we sat near the counter while a person on a small platform told probably the worst jokes ever. honestly, and don't tell god i said this, but i don't think they could even be considered jokes.
anyway, so he gave me a bottle of some familar liquid, and told me to drink it. so, of course, i did so. honestly, it tasted disgusting. and get this, it was alcohol! the only alcohol ive ever had in years, besides wine! wine doesn't count, of course.
but! i didn't know it was alcohol at the time.
goodness, alcohol sounds like such a dirty word, doesn't it? like, i feel ashamed utttering it! hah!
im getting off track! so, father abel gave me alcohol, his reasons for doing so, i am unsure of. and he just kept giving it to me! 2-3 bottles of it, goodness! i feel disgusting!
and i felt very strange, i could barely speak correctly or walk! i think he was the same, but in a condition where his brain was functioning a bit better than mine. hah!
oh, then here is where it gets very blurry. i feel very ashamed and dirty for the events, i hope god doesn't find out.
anyway, i needed a moment to recalibrate myself, yes, so i stumbled my way to the restroom, and for some reason, he followed? i still don't understand why he did that.
but, maybe he was trying to save water? oh, that's amazing that he'll do something so shameful but for the planet god gave us! he really is an angel.
but, i don't think that's what happened. i was against the sink, then he said.. something? i don't remember. then we were in the car, don't tell god we have a car, then back at the hotel! my memory is very spotty. or we were just teleporting? hah! hilarious!
i remember other things from that timeframe, but it feels too sinful to put down. fill in the blanks yourself, you journal! hahaha! im joking! :)
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Korkufather abel says it ' s good to write things down . whatever he commands , i shall do ! after all , he did say he was an angel . tw// religion , a LOT of manipulation and gaslighting , mentions of g-re and cults , a lot of christianity .
