Friend or Enemy (L X OC)

71. HIS

HAPPY BIRTHDAY L!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND WISH YOU WERE REAL BUT- STILLLLLLLLL HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!💖💖💖💖💖

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It was the 7th day of Light's detainment, Soichiro had asked to be detained as well. For the past week I had thought way too much about what to do as no killings were happening causing a higher suspicion of Light being Kira. I had decided and I would do anything to achieve my goal. L was also acting pretty weird lately. He clearly wanted to say something but something was holding him back.

I made my way towards L to find out what exactly it was that he needed to say. Matsu wasn't here yet and neither was Aizawa. Mogi stayed in the station in case someone came in with information.

"L, let's talk." I told him and walked back to our room when he followed me. I also had something to say to him.

As he entered the room he scuffled and stood in front of me, looking deep into my eyes. I sighed and brought my hand to his face, caressing his perfect skin. I rested my cold hands on his eyes as to let it rest and cool down.

"Relax your eyes a little." I spoke softly as the room was pin drop silent. As I took my hand off his eyes and they were finally relaxed and of normal human size. L grasped my hands on his cheek and brought it to his lips. He left a soft peck on them before taking me into his arms.

"What did you want to talk about?" He asked with his chin on the crown of my head. I couldn't breathe with my face in his chest so I rested it in the crook of his neck.

"Are you okay? You've obviously wanted to say something for a while but, you just didn't so I'm worried...what's up L?" L visibly stiffened making me more worried.

"It's nothing, don't worry about it." He avoided the subject. I moved my hand up to his hair, gently massaging his scalp. He relaxed into the touch as we stayed in each others hold. I didn't want to ask him to tell me when he's obviously scared or nervous. It did make me curious though.

After about 5 minutes L finally decided to speak.

"I didn't want to date you..." His incomplete sentence brought fear and pain in my chest. My heart sunk to my stomach as it erupted with butterflies. Not because I was shy, but because I was scared and nervous. I waited not so patiently for him to complete his sentence. I moved away from him to look him in the eye with fear, the fear of losing him. He realised my thought process and proceeded with his statements.

"I wanted to court you...marry you...I still do. It's just I, I'm scared. I don't want to die." I wanted to stop him but it wouldn't have been the best thing to do.

"If I'm bound to die, I want to at least have a proper family. I know this is very selfish bu-" I wanted the same, I really wanted the same.

"I want to die as your wife, Lawliet. Even if you die, I want to live the rest of my life as your wife, but I won't let us get hurt, I believe you'll try and protect me too." I cut him off with a smile. He looked at me with soft eyes filled with love, all for me.

"Let's get married as soon as possible, L. Even today..." I said it like it was a joke but I meant it. It was extremely rushed but I've never been so sure of something in my entire life. I wanted this. I want to be Mrs. Lawliet. I want to be his.

"Are-Are you serious right now?" He looked at me with shock. I pulled his head down and tip toed a little so that our foreheads were together. I looked at him shyly and asked.

"What do you think- no- what do you wish it was? Because marrying in 1 or 2 days is a big decision. You know that right?" He nodded his head and closed his eyes.