Twisted MC-Devin & Nicole

Chapter Twenty Two-Devin

This woman is going to be the death of me. After that incredible apology fuck on her sofa, I slammed into her again in the shower and woke her up in the middle of the night, eating her out. She's like a drug to me; I crave everything about her, to touch her, to feel her. I crave just talking to her; being around her. This morning I rocked her world gently, though. She deserved a break, and hell, she's probably sore too. I just couldn't help myself. Man you would think I'm in lo----...whoa...whoa...what was that? Did my mind just think the L-word? Shit. No. No. Nope. Not happening.

Aww...damn. I think it is, though.

After a quick shower, I leave her place and head straight for the clubhouse. We have to get a serious plan down for this product, or Moretti will probably kill us all. ...slowly.

Prez is the only one at the table when I walk in, "What's up, Viper? You get shit straight with Nic?"

I grab a bottle of pineapple juice and flop in a chair, "Of course, man. We're good," but we didn't really discuss Moretti...well...we kind of did, didn't we? Making a mental note to bring that up tonight, and also, not to touch her until we talk about this shit. If I touch her, it's a wrap, so I have to keep my hands to myself. Maybe I'll call her instead.

"What the fuck are you smiling about, man?" Prez is watching me.

"I like her man...A LOT. Look, I'm only telling you this because you're my boy, but Nicole's got me feeling shit, man, like love shit, and it's a little fucking scary!" His eyebrows shoot up, and he looks at me wide-eyed.

"What the fuck, man," he squints at me, "are you serious?"

I just nod my head, watching his face. He doesn't say anything right away and there's that feeling again. I'm becoming entirely too familiar with this nerve shit.

He's still staring at me, "So what's up with Lauren Viper? Aren't you going out there in a few days?"

Shit. Lauren.

Closing my eyes and resting my head on the back of the chair, "Yeah man, I leave this weekend for two weeks. Shit man. I don't know if I can be with Lauren for two weeks."

And can we talk about Nicole? I barely want to be away from her for two days, now we're talking about two weeks??? But I'll just keep that bit of information to myself. He already thinks I'm whipped.

"And what's her deal? She wants you back, right, to try and be a family?"

I nod.

I can't deal with Lauren, though. She knows that. I wonder what's really behind that "let's be a family" shit.

"Look, man, I'm just going to say this. This is your decision, your kid, your life. You have to do what works for you and Ethan. Not do what works for Lauren. Ethan is your priority. Not her. And just ask yourself, if Nicole wasn't even in the equation, would you consider being with Lauren? Is she good for you? Nobody can tell you what's good for you or what to do, but you man."

I already know. Lauren isn't good for me. She stresses the hell out of me. I'll probably have a headache for two weeks straight. I just need to figure this shit out. A plan for Ethan and me.

And Nicole. This woman has somehow slid her way into my life, into my plans, and I can't let her slip out.

The rest of the MC start to stroll in for the meeting, so all talk about me and my shit cease. All conversations now surround our plans to get Moretti's product moving.

We finally nail down a plan that needs to be thrown by Moretti, but everything should be good. I'm not handling any product, just helping with logistics. If I ever need to go to court for Ethan, I can't have this shit coming back to haunt me. Yeah, I'm associated with them, and sometimes they'll say you're guilty by association, but I will cut them loose if it comes to that. Prez already knows.

I can't get Prez's words out of my head. I know for a fact that, even if Nicole wasn't in my life, I would never even consider getting back with Lauren. I just need to get her to understand that. I need to talk to Nic too; make sure we won't mess up with Moretti. I don't want that man coming after me for her, but he also needs to know I will fight for her. Nicole is mine.