The Real Virtuality

Mysterious Dairy

I couldn't really sleep, I was laying in the bed from the room I usually stay in at night. Malt was in the corner staring out the window at the stars. Having him around a lot can be quite interesting. I usually had him in my head, but not 24/7. He was asleep most of the time or just quiet, now he's here just living life. "Hey malt? Whatcha thinking about?" I asked as he turned to me slowly "I finaly have the will to think without you  knowing? I think I'll keep it to myself." He snickered. Dickhead. Whatever I guess..I'll just try to get some sleep..

Dreams were funny in here, at first when this all happened, I thought I was already dreaming. Now I believe all of this, especially from hearing Jackal's death also happened like mine. Even if somehow this would be a big dream, I'm happy to be here. Anyway. For some reason my dream was very blank, just a white void. That's weird. I could walk around the place, no walls, just pure white...or so I thought. There was a table and a chair in the distance, I went over and took a seat. Infront of me was a notebook. Curiosity took the better of me, I opened it, flipping through the pages.

There was a lot of writings, this seemed like a dairy. Spoke a lot about being trapped here or just random thoughts.
"I've been in here for so long, but recently I've been able to make contact with someone. I could hear them say my name a lot, slowly I was able to hear them say more words even if they werent towards me." These messages were very odd, even in a different writing styles that I've never seen before but I could understand them.

"I flipped the pages to read more "I began to hear even more voices around, it was annoying, I just wanted to sleep in peace and yet it wouldn't stop. I had enough of them one day and I screamed at them to shut up. Surprisingly they did, for a little bit. After that they kept going. Jesus fuck why can't I get any peace?"

More things were said in the other pages, but it didn't take much longer for me to get stuck on one page that only had drawings that I couldn't really quite make out. They were just scribbles around. Even the word "CAD" was written everywhere in a few pages, what the heck did that mean?

"I started to scream more at the voices and soon enough they would be talking back, I had an actual conversation for once in my life that wasnt just myself. Apparently they were pretty fun to mess with, they would be talking to me a lot and I would talk back to them. Most of the time I was the one to start up conversations because if they needed something I was the one to decide if I was in the mood to talk or not." 

"It went for a long long time until I was able to see whatever they would see, a screen just one day popped up and I could just watch. Watch and judge" a screen..? I tried to look around but I didn't see any screens "this life was pretty boring here but having something to watch and someone to speak too, made things very interesting...But..I was never able to fulfill what I was made for...I guess project CAD was a failure..:does that mean I was too?"

I was confused, who wrote all this..and what was project CAD? It didn't take to long until I was woken up from my slumber. I looked around and I found out I was in the corner of a room full of ppl. "Where am I..!?" I panicked a bit looking around I felt sick just being here. I saw Malt was right next to me drinking. We're we at a bar?? He seemed to be enjoying his time until he looked over to me "oh you're awake, great. Can we go home now?" "What...what are we even doing here!? How did this even happen!?"

Malt just kept drinking his drink, he looked over to a stage "one of your friends came in the room, you forgot to go on orange. He just asked if we wanted to come hang out at his party. I was bored so I just brought you with me cuz you know, can't really go anywhere without you." He seemed very calm about this, usually he gets very defensive and cautious "can we go home now? I'm bored, also I'm tired" I sighed "you smartass motherfucker, yes we're going home" I couldn't even tell which friends he was referring too because there were way too much ppl to know. I'm surprised nobody even bothered us.

"We're going back and we're not telling anyone we were here, they'll freak out like last time" I said pulling up my phone. Malt finished his drink and chuckled softly "oops." I looked over to him "what do you mean "oops?"" He pointed over to the door way, when i looked over I saw zalgo coming in panicking as she was went over "mouse what the fuck you doing in a bar!?" "I-I uhh, it was Malt's fault!! I was sleeping!" I tried to explain myself but zalgo was mostly more focused on getting me out as she just dragged me out as The demon followed with a big grin on his face. That god damn demon.