LOVE ME // TAEKOOK~ 💜💜 [ Completed ]

37.

" but Tae you didn't ask for my opinion "

I was taken aback by Jungkook's reply. I looked at him blankly but he just smiled at me softly like always. I don't know why, the smile that I love so much was annoying me this much today.

I turned away. Sighing I decided to focus on the scenery but I couldn't. Jungkook's words were moving like a Strom in my head.

Why did I said that ? Why didn't I ask for his opinion? But his opinion wasn't in the choice. It's not that I wanted to ignore his choices, it's just the situation, the way he asked me all of a sudden , I couldn't help but just answer the most logical thing.

I looked at Jungkook again , who was looking at road. He seemed so focused and clam. How can he stay clam when a cyclone is raging inside me.

His question came into mind again.

Does everyone has to answer a question like that in their life? A do or die ?

But if you know you have to choose something that will hurt you why must you choose it then ?

If you know falling in love will break your heart , then don't fall in love .

If your partner is giving you pain leave him . What's the point of staying waiting for a change that will probably never happen.

But what happens when you really don't have a choice but to chose , what happens when one must bite the apple and gulp down poison, feeling it sliding down your throat to your stomach, slowly spreading into your entire being. The burning pain becomes so intense that it's numbs you to the point, the pain becomes your habit and you take another bite into that apple.

I shook my head as I sighed. Was it really necessary for Jungkook to ask me that question. It took me on journey beneath the pandemonium.

3rd person pov

" Tae" jungkook called out.

" Huh " tae looked at him with surprise as if someone pulled him out of a blackhole.

Jungkook laughed, " welcome back to earth "

" Huh!! "

" You seem so distracted today Tae, tell me what happened"

" No nothing"

Jungkook took Tae's hand and intertwined them " tell me please" .

Tae sighed , " I saw a family in the hospital"

" Hmm then "

" They were a husband and wife with their three kids "

" Hmm "

" They were talking, they looked so happy... But "

" But "

" They weren't"

Jungkook was taken aback, " what do you mean "

" I heard from the nurse about their story, and they were really anything but a happy family"

" And how do you know that " jungkook asked.

" What do you mean by how , the nurse told me, their was huge fight between them, that couple even filed for divorce and the kid who is hospitalised almost died because of his father's recklessness" Tae shouted out in anger.

Jungkook sighed, he really wanted to hug Tae but he couldn't as he was driving, " Tae tell me something "

" What "

" Were they smiling?"

" They were "

" Then "

" Smiling doesn't mean one is happy "

" A fight, argument also doesn't mean mean they are not happy Tae.

We are humans we make mistakes and we solve them.

They are family, they made mistakes, they had fights but they solved it. They could have broke it apart, but they didn't. They tired to forgive eachother and themselves.

They made it work even though it was broken, because they are family. And that's what family does.

They make mistakes and solves them too"

" But what if that mistake takes a life "

" It's not like they wanted to take that life Tae , it happened. I am sure they tired their best that's why they are all together and safe now "

" How do you know , it's not like you were their "

" You weren't their either Tae "

" Don't take his side Jungkook "

" Am not talking anyone's side Tae, am just saying it's situations like that, which makes one resort to the unthinkable. And they do it not because they don't love or care but because they do and they are so desparate they have no choice but to do, even if it's means committing a sin .

That's what love makes people do "

" I rather not have that kind of love "

" One day you will understand Tae,

One day...

The desparation of love

And what it makes you do "

" It's will never happen, never " tae said proudly.

" You never know Tae

You never know

Where life will take us "

*
*
*
*
*
*

" JUNGKOOOKKK LOOK OUT "

BANGGGG.........