dear ◾️◾️◾️◾️◾️,
yes, it's halloween. don't mind me, thinking about you while i fucking trick or treat.
how are you? it's been so long since i wrote anything here. school has been keeping my mind busy, but not enough to kick you out of my thoughts.
what did you dress up as for halloween? did you even dress up? how much candy did you get? how many houses did you cover?
well my thoughts have gone berserk once again, and of course it had to happen on one of the greatest holidays of the year. it was a different trigger (if i can call it that) this time. i was talking to my cousin over discord, and it always terrifies me how close your texting styles are. of course, you don't text me anymore, so i wouldn't know if that has changed.
my cousin and i had a fight yesterday. not really a fight - it was more like i had a problem with him and stated it, and he said it wasn't his fault. but in a civil manner. over discord. me and this kid hadn't properly talked to each other in like a month, and i just cracked.
alright. it's a short one for tonight, but i'm going to go read through some of our old conversations. goodnight.
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Randomthis book is special to me. each chapter is going to be an email that i sent to myself. the backstory here is that recently, i've been having a lot of thoughts about a special someone, and i didn't feel like i could talk to my friends about them. s...
