Survive-Camila/You

Chapter 50

A/N- CHAPTER 50 WOOHOO!!!!!

Your Pov
I stare down at the little baby boy in my arms with a small smile on my face. He's so cute. He has Isabel's eyes and hair and the rest is definitely Chris. I haven't seen a baby for a while now, a long while. I look over his body. Every single little detail. He reaches up and grabbed onto my hair. "Ow" I say as he pulled it down. He let's out cute little laugh and continues to pull at my hair. "Hey" I look up and Camila smiled down at me, walking over and sitting next to me. "Hey, you okay?" I asked. "Yeh I'm fine, I just had a cut on my arm but Lauren took care of that." She said moving closer and looking down at the boy. "Are you okay, does it hurt?" I asked worried. She shook her head. "I'm fine." She gave me a smile and looked back down. "What are we gonna name him?" She asked and I shrugged. "You name him.... After all you took him out of a girl stomach." I said and she looked up. "Don't remind me.... It was gross." She shivered and made a face. she looked down at the boy again and studied his face. "Can we call him Kyle?" She asked looking up. I smiled and nodded. "I like the name Kyle" I said and she smiled. I handed her Kyle and she happily took him in her arms. Instantly he grabbed her hair and started to pull on it. "Well he has a thing for hair" I said which caused Camila to laugh. "He seems like a calm child." Lauren said walking up to us. "Well let's hope he's actually calm and doesn't make to much noise.... If he does he'll get us killed." Jake said staring next to Lauren. "So what's his name?" Dinah asked. "Kyle" Camila said smiling down at him. "Aww that's such a cute name" Ally squealed. "Can I hold him?" Normani asked and Camila nodded handing him to her. She stood us and grabbed my hand. "Can I talk to you?" She asked and I nodded standing up. We walked a little away from everyone and then she turned to face me. She took a deep breath and looked into my eyes. "When I was talking to Isabel...... She said something to me before I took the baby out." She started and I already saw tears in her eyes. "She told me that she wants you and I..... To... She wants us to be Myles parents.." She said and I looked at her confused. "What the problem in that?" I asked really confused. "I....I can't do this..... I'm.... I don't even know what age I am but I bet it's something like eighteen or something now....... I'm not ready to take the responsibility of being a parent.... I just can't.... I'm not even married, and I won't get married... Ever.... And when your a parent your responsible for the child.... I feel that... If something happens to him it'll be my fault... And don't say nothing will happen because it will... I know that each one of us will die soon, we don't know when or how, but it's soon..... There's walkers all around the world... We can't run away from them... I.. I.." She stopped as tears began to fall down her face and she began sobbing. I pulled her into my arms and let some tears fall. "I know that we will all die soon... And I know that everyone here will be hurt... No matter if you want it or not, but I do everything to protect the group. Even though we will all die, it's not now, and right now I'm thinking of what's happening and not what will happen. I understand that your not ready to be a parent but... Kyle needs someone to take care of him. So even though you don't want to be him parent at least be there for him... Take care of him as if you were his mum... Do it for him... He doesn't need much, but he definitely needs a lot of love..." I say and she moves away but not to far so our faces are really close to each other. She nodded and I wiped her tears away. "I love you.." I said and placed a kiss on her forehead. "I.. Love y.you too." She said still crying. I pulled her back into my arms and held her there until she calmed down. "you ready?" I asked and she nodded. We walked back over to the group and everyone started getting their stuff ready. I looked over at Camila who was taking Kyle from Normani's arms and then smiling down at him. I smiled and continued to gather our stuff. "everyone ready?" Dylan asked. Some people nodded some said yes and I just put a thumbs up. We started to walk down the road once again for the hundredth time. I wonder where to next.... Let's hope we can find shelter.

A/N- yay 50th chapter..wow, already so far into the story. Well I hoped you guys liked it :)