SUNNY! || sonnyban (noctyx)

9: I dont see your name on my phone?

Art cc: @naka on Twitter
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Albans perspective:
I'm not going to reply, I mustn't.. it'll make him think I want him too,
But.. oh god. The thing is I want him too, I just want to make myself believe I don't, I know damn well I'm obsessed with that asshole..
And so is he, so why aren't we like Fulgur and Uki! Why are we so complicated.

I sighed deeply.
"Alban!" Uki said comming over to me.
"What.." I asked
"You got to see this! I got it recorded when I was in face time with Fulgur.
"I don't care.." I replied
"Trust me' you do!" Uki said unlocking his phone.
"Ok listen, Sonny said this. You got to listen."
"Uki if it's Sonny I don't care" I said knowing damn well I was curious.
"Come on~" he said

"Fine whatever.."

I sat next to him and got ready for a joke or something but what I heard next shock me and gave me hope..
"Truth or dare Sonny brisko.." I heard fulgurs voice through the phone
"Uhh truth.." Sonny said
"Nice.." yugo commented.
"NO! I meant dare!" Sonny suddenly yelled, he probably regret it..
"Too late!" Fulgur replied
"Come on you're clearly teaming!" Sonny said
"Whatever just answer!" Fulgur said
"Well, give me the darn question!" Sonny said

I heard Fulgur giggle and then he said:
"Would you have unprotected sex with Alban know?" He asked

My eyes widened at hearing this.
"Oh my.." I let out but Uki quickly covered my mouth.
"That isn't the most shocking part.." Uki whispered.

"What!" I heard Sonny yell.
"You heard me.." Fulgur said teasing
I swear it's almost as if I could hear Sonnys blush..
"I don't want to play anymore! You guys suck!!" Sonny said
"Come on just answer! We won't tell anyone!" Fulgur begged
"Fine!" Sonny said after a few seconds of thinking.

"Yes I would!" Sonny yelled.

And that's where the recording ended..

"This isn't edited?!" I asked talking really loudly.
"No.."
I blushed down to my toes and I swear I could feel myself getting all nervous and excited.
"Damn, no need to act like a cat in heat because of it." Uki commented
"Excuse me?!" I yelled.
"Oops.." Uki said before running out. Probably scared that I might run after him. But it's not like I care, it's true..

I just sat there. I was so shocked. How would I react to this, should I reply to his dm? Should I give in and admit that I want him..

Sonny<3

Sonny
Alban I'm so sorry please..
please stop reading me,
I promise I'll treat you better even
Just as friends.
I'm so so sorry..

Read yesterday at: 9.10pm.

Alban knoxie
Uh.. hey Sonny, I don't know what to say
I'm sorry too for leaving you on read the
Past couple days..
I was scared and needed time to think
I thought that perhaps you would find me weird
But after I saw the clip Uki recorded of you
Saying you would indeed have unprotected
Sex with me, it made me question
Our relation.
And to be fully honest, I'm not embarrassed
Anymore after seeing that.
I don't even want to imagine how you feel! 😂

I put my phone down on my bed aggressively and prayed. After about 1 minute and 28 seconds my phone dinged. I grabbed it faster than ever as if my life and future depended on it.

Sonny<3

Sonny
Alban!! I'm so glad to hear from
You!!
I have missed you so much
I'm so so sorry.
And yeah... the clip.. don't Uhm.
Don't mind it yeah!

Alban knoxie
Deal! But uh, I think we really need
To clear things up..
How about we met up for like some coffee

Sonny
Alban.. I'd love to really, but
I'm leaving tomorrow.
For the states you know..

Alban knoxie
WHAT?! ALREADY?!
But!!

Sonny
There is no going back
I'm sorry Alban. I'll always love
You! ❤️

With that the conversation ended. I was shocked but sad and mad at the same time. So many mixed emotions. I'm so confused. I don't know whether to slap him as hard as I can or, kiss him as hard as I can.
He's leaving tomorrow, it's as he said.. it's too late. There's no going back now.
And as always, I regret all my choices.
I kept looking at the "Ill always love you❤️" what does it mean..

He actually loves me, does he want me to.. nevermind, he is leaving and he probably never would want a long distance. I think.
"I love you more.." I said loudly as I held my phone to my heart, I've never fell for someone this fast. Or honestly Sonny is perfect.. it's understandable really.
He is kind, helping, and funny.. he's also quite attractive, and his abs..
Oh my Alban! Please.. he's older than me, weird that he is only studying now.

I heard he wanted to become a vsf, you must need to study a lot. I don't even want to imagine it. This just proves my point even more. My point being: how hardworking this man is.
And I'm not even half of that. Maybe I'm not good enough for him.
No Alban! You are good enough, you simply did the wrong choice. I wish I could time travel back to that stupid day, and disagree. Maybe that would've changed something.

Made it easier for my current self, to not be hugging their phone like a little idiot attached to some game online or something.
God I'm so stupid. I mentally facepalmed before throwing my phone on my bed and falling dramatically on it. I let myself sink in and let my thoughts run wild. Memories, both good and bad popped up in my head. This made me feel slightly better. I realised how many good decisions Alban Knox has done before. And now he decided to do another one. I'll go to him.. I'll met him at the airport tomorrow. I don't even care that it's early. Sonny is more important.

I'm more important, my feelings, and my emotions. My heart.