A hero as my father?

I don't want to stay here anymore...

Izuku's POV:

Hawks came over to me and I watched Jasper going out of the room. Now it was just us and I kinda didn't feel really safe nor wanted. If anything I wanted to just escape from here. That was all I wanted. This hero wanted to get rid of me for sure after what happened.

Hawks: How are you feeling kiddo?

Me: Is it important?

Hawks: It is.

Me: ....

Hawks: I am sorry kiddo.

Me: I have a name...

Hawks: Izuku...

Me: So you do know it..

Before I knew it, I said that out loud and shocked the hero. He definitely did soo much wrong the first day that this was just the beginning of our stay. I would be happy to get back to an orphanage. This was definitely not the best home I could stay here.

Hawks: I am sorry.

Me: ....

Hawks: I forgot that the door wasn't open...

Me: ...

Hawks: I.. *sigh* I'll go and leave you be.

That was all he said before getting out of the room. I was left all alone. He was there just for a short while and I could tell that he was really regretting it but I could also tell that he didn't really care for me. This was just a temporary stay after all.

TOKO!

Where are you?

Are you also feeling so desperate?

So sad?

I am unwanted...

What should I do?

I am scared Toko!

I want to see you, talk to you my brother!

Tears started to fall down my cheeks as I started to think about everything. This wasn't a place I wanted to stay and I didn't feel appreciated at all. To make matters worse, I started to hear James voice while I was inside. They were screaming at each other and it made me curious so I got out of bed and to the door.

James: YOU FUCKING CRAZY?!

Hawks: What now?

James: YOU ARE AN IDIOT!

Hawks: What?

James: You can't just leave the poor kid in there!

Hawks: What you want me to do?

James: Take care of him! How about be a father or a brother figure!

Hawks: He is only here temporarily.

James: BUT HE DESERVES A LOVING HOUSE!

Hawks: OH STOP IT JAMES! YOU KNOW I AM A HERO IN THE FIRST PLACE! I DON'T NEED A CHILD!

James: BUT HE NEEDS YOU!

Hawks: AND SOO MANY NEED ONE!

James: YOU ARE A FUCKING ASSHOLE! THIS WILL BITE YOU BACK! YOU DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE HOW MUCH HE SUFFERED?! YOU-

Hawks: ENOUGH! I TOLD YOU I AM SORRY FOR IT!

James: I can't believe I am still here, I quit! Find another healer!

That was all I listened to while tears were running down my cheeks. I was wearing something light but this didn' stopped me from taking my shirt down and opening my wings which I hid around my arms. The ones from my legs were easy to pull up. After this I quickly went to the window and opened it.

Yes I was scared of heights but I was more scared what would await me here with this hero then my fear of heights plus I was on the second floor which didn't make it this bad. Wouldn't be the first time that I just ran away.

So without even a second thought, I jumped and used my wings to land safely without hurting myself more. I didn't know how to fly but I at least knew how to land that was something for sure.

I am better off alone.

I don't want to be here anymore!

He doesn't want me and would leave me alone...

Maybe this is the wrong thing to do....

I mean he would lea-

No.

I nearly died because of the hero.

Who guarantees me that he will not forget to feed me.

I would starve again.

I don't want this.

I am better on the streets alone.

Once I landed, I put my wings around my arms and legs like tattoos again and then put the shirt back on before I ran. I ran and ran and ran till I was really tired. By that time I was by a bridge and decided to climb down right below it to stay there. It was kinda peaceful here looking at the small river.

Stupid live!

Toko I hope you are better off than me!