Gay Teens In Highschool (Ride The Cyclone) (GOING TO BE REWRITTEN SOON)

How does he know?

Noel thought about many things as he walked home, he hoped he would get there soon enough so his mom wouldn't be there yet. He needed to have a shower today, but everytime his mom came home from work she would use up all the hot water to make coffee. Noel couldn't stand cold showers so he tried to get home quickly. Which was hard considering he had to walk seven blocks to his house.

When he finally arrived home, he noticed the door was locked. This was good because his mom always unlocked the door when she came home. Coming home early also meant he didn't have to deal with the ear-full from his mom about "why can't you just like girls?". He used to think he loved his mom, but when dad left he just couldn't look at her the same.

He tossed his bag onto the floor and sighed. He had a decent day, but he was still a bit confused. He had only just met Micha, why was he head over heels for him? Well mainly because the writer sucks at writing love stories. But also it was just the way he smiled, the way he punched that kid in the face to protect noel.

He slipped his shoes off and set them down beside the door mat. He headed to the bathroom.

The bathroom had white tile flooring, with peach walls. There was a shelf on the back of the door where his mom kept her soaps, she collected soaps for some reason. There was a small blue telephone box looking soap, and one in the shape of a heart. He never knew why mom collected soap, it was strange.

He turned the dial on the shower all the way to hot, it was payback for mom using all of the warm water. He took off his clothes and stepped into the shower. Water poured down onto his back and he sat down, he didn't even need to clean himself. He just needed to relax.

He thought about if he was going to stay in the choir.

Ocean was annoying, constance didn't bother him that much. Ricky was pretty friendly, He had never spoken to penny. And micha, Micha was a whole other story. Micha was weirdly nice to him. He barely knew him yet he had already punched a kid in the face to protect him. Not to mention how good looking he was.

After hours of overthinking everything, noel finally turned the shower off. He stood up and grabbed a towel.

After drying off, he put on a pair of red sweatpants and a baggy t-shirt. He stepped into his bedroom to find his mom sitting on his bed. He sighed and stared blankly at her.

"What do you want."
Noel said with a slightly frustrated tone in his voice.

"We need to talk."

"Of course we do."
He rolled his eyes

"Don't be disrespectful."

"Yeah yeah whatever"

His mom stared at him angrily.
"It's about you being-"

"About me being gay?"

"Yeah.."

"Listen. I already know the whole shpeil. I'll invite a girl to prom or somthing just leave me alone."

"Even if you do that y-"

Noel let out a highly annoyed groan.
"Cant I just exist for once!?"

His mom sighed, got up and left.
Before she walked out, she put her hand on the doorway,
"I just don't think you'll find somone here..."

"Just get out mom."

She sighed and left.

Noel closed the door behind his mom, and sat down on his bed. He got his phone from atop his dresser,  no new messages. He laid back on his bed and stared at the ceiling. His phone pinged and he sat up quickly.

B4D3GG : hello my love! I'm back. how was your day?

Online, noel didn't go by "noel gruber" instead he went by "Natalia". To put it simply, he knew no man would love him as a man. But if he was a girl, the story would be different.

Natalia : hello handsome <3 I had a good day, what about you?

B4D3GG : it was alright, much better now that your here

Natalia : your so sweet :)

B4D3GG : not as sweet as you my honey pie <3

They both continued talking back and fourth with compliments and cheesy pick up lines

B4D3GG : my dear Talia, I wish to hear the soft sound of your voice. May we call?

Noel thought about it for a minute. Should he?  He didn't think it was time yet.

Natalia : sorry my love, please never call me.

He felt bad. But he had to say no. He didn't even know who he was talking to, but he knew it was a boy. And he knew he loved him. He would have felt bad, for the fact he loved Micha and this anonymous person online. If it weren't for the fact he knew Micha would never feel the same. It was the harsh reality he had to face.

B4D3GG : sorry my dear Talia, I must go

Natalia : alright, goodnight honey <3

Noel hated himself for lying to Them. But he wanted to feel loved. He sighed and laid back down. He closed his eyes and prayed. Not to God. But to anything. Just anything. After laying there for a while he fell asleep.

He slept for longer then intended, hours later he finally woke up.

He sat up, a bit disoriented. And stared at the clock, 12:34.
Sometimes his mom would come get him for dinner, not today.
He laid back down and closed his eyes. He fell asleep pretty quickly.

HOPE YALL LIKED IT! I write this stuff at 3AM so chapter 4 will be released tonight or tomorrow.

<3

(Edit, WHAT LIES!!! Chapter 4 was released weeks later 💀

Word count : 972