MI AMORE || TAEGUKK || TAEKOOK

Innocent & pure

~Next day it was Sunday and boys had off of their work except Yoongi and namjoon as they were on their duty.

So others volunteered to help shifting Taehyung's necessary luggage from his apartment to jungguk's. Not everything. Only his clothes, books and other few important things. Being done with setting everything in his room, they were having lunch at Jungguk's.

Lunch wasn't anything better because taehyung was gloomy & quite all of the time and stayed mostly in room. Obviously It was not easy to get over what happened with him. He was tired of feeling like this himself too but what could he do? He never wanted to be like this in first place, that night , those incidents, those faces and that sexual assault he wasn't able to forget anything.

The urge to be happy had just vanished away and he was just blank of any emotion except crying. It was fate or what? It destroyed him and slowly slowly he was going toward the endless darkness.

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Last night

He was sweating under the sheets even when the Ac was on, struggling hard to fall asleep in the middle of the night. Jungguk had made him have some dinner and gave medicines before making him sleep but Taehyung was restless again.

The sleeping sickness which he was tired of, was not getting to an end. Ofcourse he needed his much needed pills to be able to sleep but he didn't has any. One that was prescribed by doctor wasn't enough for the war going inside his nerves. He needed high potency pills to let his mind on rest.

Tae was fighting the urge to kill himself every second every minute he was breathing.

Laying with shivering body in bed, he had closed his eyes shut, clutching sheets into his fists tightly on his sides like his life depended on them and controlling himself to not scream, to not disturb Jungguk in his house. The streams of fresh tears were running down his cheeks. Gradually his heart paced up as he started panting with heavy rise and fall of chest.

His unsteady breath could be heard in the utter silence just on the verge of crying out loud, until he felt a warm feeling on his head.

Tae snapped his tearful eyes open and flinched away from the touch panting like he just ran the Marathon race-

Taehyung wasn't able to figure out the face, His breathing got more heavy and eyes became blurry with tears as anxiety took all over him. Things those were messing his head started taking over his vision.

"D-don't" Taehyung slid back into another corner of bed from the dark Shadow which was no one but Jungguk.

"Tae Its me, gukk I won't hurt you-" he politely whispered to calm down Taehyung's panicked state.

"D-don't t-touch me p-please d-don't touch-"he choked out broken sobs continuously moving away from Jungguk while clutching onto his own chest in state of fear-

"I won't, I won't touch promise, just calm down, I'm your gukk tae, you're safe with me." Jungguk raised his hands in air to make Taehyung believe he won't touch him without his consent and kept whispering calming words for him.

"G-gukk?" Tae whispered trying to believe his words and blinked his eyes to clear his vision-

"Yeah, I'm here, right here, I won't hurt you tae, no one will hurt you, you're not alone, you're safe." he kept assuring, gaze never leaving tae's blurry one. Even it was dark in room- tae found his eyes- as soon as he calm down, he slumped his erect shoulders down and took a deep breath.

After few more minutes like that, Jungguk slowly moved closer to him and held him gently before pulling him to his chest. Taehyung's body was shivering feverishly until he felt the secure embrace around him, it melted him down immediately and he clutched onto jungguk tightly-