MI AMORE || TAEGUKK || TAEKOOK

Where is he?

~You can't decide what I deserve,
I deserve what I want and I want you~

♡♡♡♡

2:30 AM and jungguk shivered from the cold outside, even it was after summers yet the rain has made the wind shivery like winters specially for those who weren't home, just roaming on the roads here and there.

Jungguk wasn't wearing anything else than his simple shirt and sweat pants. He was wet from roaming in heavy rain since hours. And now he was here, infront of his home.

He dumped the car on side, gave the keys to security and slowly made his way toward entrance. He went to front door and rang the bell as his mind wasn't working on what was the punch code.

Soon the door got open for him and there was she, in her night gown, roaming in living room like she couldn't sleep too. Oh how she always knew it already whenever Jungguk needed her.

She turned to look at the door and when she saw him, her lips twitched upward in a beautiful smile that didn't stay for longer  seconds. Jungguk slowly went inside with Heavy steps and crying heart and hugged her tightly hiding his face in her neck.

"Junggukie, baby what happened?" She secured his 3 times bigger body in her embrace like she had been doing from years.

"Why're you here so late? And Where is Taehyung?" She asked concerned while softly rubbing his back. That's when she felt something wet on her shoulder- Jungguk was crying.

She tried to pull back to see his face yet Jungguk didn't leave her embrace and began to sob with the heaviness of his chest- he didn't say anything and just broke down completely in her embrace making her worried for unknown reasons.

"Jungguk baby tell me? Is he okay? Are you okay? Why are you crying son, please tell mom what happened?" She asked in a most gentle way-

She asked again and again but he didn't say anything and kept crying-

"Oh my baby-- you're worrying mom~" she took them to the couch and sat them yet Jungguk never left her embrace. She felt more worried with the time Jungguk didn't utter a single word.

What could have happened for him to cry like this? He never cried to his mom ever since he grew up.

"Jungguk please at least tell mom what happened? Please?" She insisted worried-

"H-he s-said he d-don't w-want me mom, he r-rejected me" Jungguk stammered sounding like a teenager who had rejected from his crush.

Yet only he knew that how much it was hurting- jungguk was hurting cause the only one he always desired was Taehyung- so he didn't care about what he was sounding like he just cried his heart out to the best person who will never judge him.

His mom-

"Oh my baby~" she felt sad for her son- well she didn't knew Jungguk really wanted taehyung cause he never admitted it infront of her-- but now she knew without even Jungkook saying his name.

She knew jungguk was talking about Taehyung.

She sighed heavily while soothing his back and rubbing his nap softly-trying to come up with right things to say to his son so that he could be comforted.

"Jungguk you must have some misunderstanding, we all know how much both of you admire each other, yet it's in friendly way but there shouldn't be any reason to not give each other a chance-"

"Mom? I love him, and I confessed, I thought it will be all perfect- yet he denied his feelings for me, he denied to accept us- he said he want d-divorce-" Jungguk finally pulled back from his mother and lowered his gaze in his lap while tears streaming down his cheeks non-stop as he told her what exactly happened- she was bewildered.