MI AMORE || TAEGUKK || TAEKOOK

Killing

Despite his continues crying and wailings Jungguk immediately scooped him up in his arms and sat him on the tiled counter. He firmly held his arm and didn't leave no matter how many time Taehyung tried to push him away.

Jungguk wasn't leaving, he'll never leave.

He stayed and It stuck a stabbing pain in his heart when he looked at the deep bleeding arm.

How could Taehyung bear that? Jungguk grimaced to himself.

Tae slowly stopped wailing and just closed his eyes exhausted as he was in utter pain both mentally and physically, plus Jungguk's heart wrenching expressions weren't helping at all. After all he did exactly what Jungguk feared till the day.

He forgot how Jungguk feared nothing but to loose him. He forgot how he had promised Jungguk that he won't hurt himself. Tae just forgot.

Jungguk didn't utter a single word and let Taehyung rest his head against the wall while panting faintly after the outburst.

Wound was deep and needed doctor but right now bleeding needed to be stopped immediately so Jungguk began to treat his wound. His hands were shaking, eyes were blurry and heart was aching as he aided tae standing just between his legs.

Jungguk slowly dabbed the alcohol wet clothe on his wrist to stop the bleeding and cleand the excess of blood causing Taehyung to hiss in pain.

"S-sorry" Jungguk merely whispered, gloominess clear in his voice even though he was being beyond gentle.

After making sure that bleeding had finally stopped after lots of blood loss, Jungguk took out cotton and medical gauze to securely wrap his wrist so that wound won't stay open. After treating him, he also changed tae into a clean t-shirt.

What was concerning Jungguk to core was how emotionless and lifeless Taehyung was  once again, like every drop of life had sucked out of him. Jungguk's heart literally stopped the moment he saw him in such broken state once again.

It still made him restless In nights whenever he thought about the day he had Taehyung on that death bed. Jungguk had cried for nights to see him alive again and having him back to world, it was a miracle for him.

Right now, he was devastated again.

He closed the medical box and placed his hands on Taehyung's waist gently Sliding him closer to himself. Tae still didn't look up or move, not even when Jungguk wrapped his arm around his waist.

"Why did you do that? didn't I say I'm always here for you? Why didn't you think about me before doing this-" Jungguk asked gloomily. His voice was shivery and eyes were teary.

Jungguk's words disrupted when he felt Taehyung's fingers clutching onto his shirt gently as he leaned his face against Jungguk's chest.

He didn't cried or made noise anymore. Just layed there with utter emptiness inside him.

Jungguk understood that he couldn't talk right now. He just held him close, soothing his back to relax him, wanting to hold him like this forever and not letting him go anywhere-

After a while Jungguk pulled back slightly and carried older in his arms again to take him out of bathroom. He layed tae on his bed and pulled the blanket over him.

Jungguk stared as Taehyung layed comfortably.

He needed rest right now so he Stopped staring and turned to go. Yet He halted when he felt a soft tug at his forearm. Jungguk looked back and saw Taehyung was looking at him. His teary eyes explained that he needed someone.

He didn't want to be alone to get himself to harm again.

"P-please stay-" tae's overwhelmed voice resonated in silence, melting Jungguk's heart at the spot.