My hero, my lover.

Chapter 29.

Chapter 29- No more messing around.

After talking with Rebecca a little while after the incident, she seemed to have calmed down a little now and was less stressed out, well only a tiny bit. Still the thought of someone coming to take Rebecca away scared me, I cant even beginning to understand how she must feel.

This is beginning to get too much for us both, all this drama, all these stupid threats ripping fear through the poor young girl. We just wanted a quiet life, not expecting to be kidnapped around every corner or threats that seem to never end. Its just all too much.

I gave Rebecca a quick kiss and a cuddle before I decided to put my plans into motion. I walked to the security room and opened the door, the men on the other side stood immediately as a sign of respect to me. I asked them to be seated but listen to me.

I told them about what happened in the bathroom with Rebecca, and how I might have come to the conclusion that it could be someone in the house that is coming to take her, an existing member of staff.

Maybe they bribed one of my staff members with a hefty sum of money, or threatened their family and so they had no choice to do all this. I don't know who it is, but I will damn well find out soon before anything happens to my precious girl.

Rebecca's POV.

After Alan left, I sat alone at the island in the kitchen quite content with sipping my tea and happy to have at least a few moments peace and quiet. Don't get me wrong, I am petrified about what will happen to me, or even Alan, but I must try to remain at least a little bit strong or even hopeful that this will all get sorted out and they find who is sending me the threats.

I don't want to be alone anymore when I sleep, the fear of someone taking me away is just too much to bear, so I would rather Alan and I slept in the same room, in the same bed.

Yes the thought of sleeping in the same bed as Alan Rickman would send any fan girl into a frenzy and a state of complete craziness and sheer happiness, but at the moment my reason is not why I want to sleep in the same bed as him, all for bloody protection. My life is just too hectic and I brought it all down on him. Why couldn't I have just said no to moving in with him? Yes I would have been majorly upset, hell even im sure he would be, to be turned down so openly. But like an idiot I said yes and brought all the drama.

I feel guilty and what Alan is doing for me, I believe I don't not deserve it. He is going out of his way to make checks on every single staff member and get every form of protection for me when it comes to going out, even just to go shopping I have to be followed by a security member. Not that I don't mind for safety reasons, but I feel more of a burden than anything else.

I will not leave again like I did last time, I was an idiot to do so, but I cant just sit back and do nothing whilst Alan does all the work.

So starting form today, I am pulling my sleeves up, pulling the hair back, and learning to fight and protect myself from any harm, by any means necessary.