My hero, my lover.

Chapter 4.

Chapter 4.

*Le time skip* Movie Seminar.

I woke up really early; 5 am to be exact. My body clock woke me up at this ridiculous time and couldn't get back to sleep so I had nothing else to do but get up. I dragged myself to the bathroom to have a wake me up shower as well as the fact today is the day I see Alan again so I have to make myself pretty and noticeable as I do any other time I go to these things. I finished up in the shower and wrapped a towel around my petite figure and headed to my bedroom to get my new outfit ready on my bed. I pulled the clothes out of my wardrobe and laid them out on my bed. I sighed and headed downstairs to get my make-up bag off the counter in my kitchen and to make myself some tea, as usual. 

After making my tea and getting my make-up I headed back up the stair's and to my bedroom again. I placed my tea down and my make-up bag beside my hair dryer and sat down at my dresser. I took of the towel that was wrapped around my hair and brushed it getting it ready to dry. I looked in the mirror to see I had bags under my eye's from where I woke up at such an un-godly hour. It's going to take quite a bit of make-up to hide that. I picked up my hair dryer and flicked the switch to on and began drying my hair.

After that was done I dried my body and put on my new clothes. (c.shld.net/rpx/i/s/i/spin/image/spin_prod_829775012) I looked in the mirror and proud with the result walked downstairs. I put my cup in the dish washer and started it. I looked at my watch, 8 am. Not long before I have to leave. Lauren is going to drop me off there so I have on hour till she's here. I picked up my house phone and dialled my mum's house phone number as she would be up at this time. I still haven't told her that I'm going to another Movie Seminar. The phone connected and began ringing.

"Hello?"

"Hey mum. I didn't wake you did I?"

"No I have been  up for quite sometime. How are you?"

"I'm great thanks. The reason I'm calling so early is because I'm going to another Movie Seminar today and Alan is going too."

"That's good to hear, but Rebecca I think your obsession with him is getting out of hand. Your house is full to the brim with your signed poster's of him. Personally I think that's a bit stalker-ish honey."

"You will and have never understood mother. This isn't something you can drop so easily. For the majority of my life I have gone to these Seminar's and I won't be stopping any time soon until Alan realises that I have gone to ever Seminar he has. Though each time we meet he remembers that I have met him before so we have a casual conversation about each other's lives'. I can't just drop something because of my addiction. I need to talk to Alan ever opportunity I get mum." She sighed.

"Well I suppose that's a good enough reason as any other you have come up with. But your getting a little old for that now don't you think?"

"Of course not. What would you do if you went to everything your most famous crush was going to? You wouldn't stop for the world so I am not going to drop this. Ever."

"Fine. Well I have to go, your father need's to be woken up again." I laughed.

"Still the same old guy then. Hahaha alright then, well I will tell you how it went when I get home or even tomorrow if it's late. love you mother, bye." I hung up. I looked at my watch to see it was 8:50. I have been talking for 50 minutes?! Must have been a really interesting conversation though it was a miniature argument. I sighed as we do that every time we talk. I walked to the front door and picked up my cardigan, clutch bag and key's and stepped out onto the porch and locked the door.

A car pulled up into my drive and stopped before my garage. I opened the door and climbed into the passenger seat. 

"Morning Lauren. thanks' for this."

"Your more than welcome. Looking forward to meeting Alan, again?"

"When aren't I?" We both laughed. She backed out of the drive and began the long travel to the heart of London heading to the shard where the seminar is being held. (I don't know many place's in London so this will have to do.) As we sat in the car for hour's we put on our little CD we have made together of the song's we love. We sang along to all the song's that played. As the excitement within me began to grow I couldn't help but feel like I'm about to be sick as this would be the 17th time meeting him. I could barely contain myself from talking about him 24/7 to Lauren but I managed to as I know she doesn't feel the same about him.

I have loved Alan for 13 years. And I will continue to do so. I don't think there is any other guy out there that intrigues me as much as he does. He's such a fascinating guy that I can't help but feel I have to love the man. The way he talk's and the way he hold's himself make's me fall for him harder. He's so amazing that any other guy I have met can never compare to him. I have screwed myself over due to the fact that my obsession with him has grown so much that I have distanced myself from any other man and that if I were to have a partner I would never love him as Alan is the only one I can truly love. I sighed as I thought that me and him can never be a thing because I'm just some low life stalker that has an obsession with a celebrity like any other young women/girl does.

A few hour's later we pull up to a road behind the shard where the VIP's enter. I hugged Lauren before exiting the car. 

"Good luck. And have fun with Alan." She said chuckling as she didn't mean it to sound dirty. I closed the door and opened my clutch bag to look for my ticket to enter the door. I pulled out the ticket and walked up to the well built man who must have been head of security. I handed him my ticket and he tore the edge to say I was allowed in.

I inhaled and exhaled a raspy breath to attempt to calm my nerves. It didn't work but I walked through the double doors all the same. I walked through the hallways lined with red carpet following the signs to the VIP lounge. I needed a drink as I was rather parched. I opened the door to see I was the only one in there. I must have been rather early but that doesn't bother me as I would prefer to be on my own at the moment as I feel like I could have a mental break down right at this very moment.

I headed over to a counter and placed down my clutch bag so I could grab a hold of the coffee jug and pour myself a hot beverage. I put the coffee back after pouring myself a full mug full of coffee and picked up my bag and headed to the couches. I say down and exhaled again. I am rather too eager to go looking for Alan though I'm sure he will not be hear yet. The red carpet entrance was for the celebrities. When the time come's I will stand near the door so I can get Alan to sign my poster head on. This is the first time I have ever had a VIP ticket so I'm rather nervous about the celebrity I get to talk to for 15 minutes.

I heard the door open and in stepped a couple of people though they don't seem to be a group together. They are random strangers except one. I recognized this man. He closed the door and turned around. I gasped. This guy was....

Ronald, my boss.