its not lying to yourself if it's true right?

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Cyno POV:

Cyno its official,
YOU'RE A FUCKING IDIOT! I pull my hoodie over my face as i lay spread out on my bed.

[flash back to the previous day]

"Do you want to come over to my place tomorrow?," I ask rubbing the back of my neck.

"Sure why not," tighnari replies with a smile.

I can see aether and xiao snickering in the background but honestly i was too busy looking at tighnari to care.

"G-great! Um ill send you my address when i get you home- i mean uh-" fuck i just told him i wanted to drop him off! Cyno you idiot! What if he didnt want to be dropped off-

"Thanks for offering to drop me off cyno," he giggles, "i appreciate the company."

I smile awkwardly as i struggle to form words, "heh- you're welcome nari."

• • • •

After we left the train station we say goodbye to aether and xiao and go our separate ways. There's a comfortable silence between me and tighnari half way through our walk.

"The sky's really beautiful today, you see how the sun seeps through the clouds," tighnari says as he lifts his hand up as if to grab the light, "it amazes me how this world can create such beautiful things," he smiles softly towards the sun.

"Like you nari" i say smiling looking at him.

"Did you say something?," Tighnari says lowering his hand, looking at me.

I blush, "uh no no i was just talking to myself!"

"Pft- you can be an idiot sometimes cyno," he says letting out a small laugh.

[End of flash back]

He's right i am! Aghhh! What would happen if he actually heard you, you fucking idiot! Stupid, stupid cyno! Learn to keep your mouth shut!- wait why am i panicking so much- I mean he's my friend its a compliment? But he's a guy guys can be pretty too right? Ok ok cool, its just because he's attractive im not Attracted right? Yea thats right he's just attractive that's all. Just a really good looking pretty guy. I take a deep breath calming myself down. Now all i have to do now is explain to my parents that ima have a friend over and to not to barge in every couple minutes- that's simple right?

• • • •

"Why?!," Exclaimed my mom sounding offended.

"You and collei are AlWaYs barging into my room when i have friends over!"

"Im trying to be a good hostess sweetheart, hmph!" She pouts.

My father chuckles, "even if she agrees you know your mother wont listen to you cyno." He looks up from his newspaper.

"Also I don't barge into your room!" Collei exclaims in protest.

"Oh really how about the time you walked into my room when i brought nilou over to watch a movie! Or that other time when you barged in 3 other times while i was playing modern warfare with xiao!"

"Ok maybeee i do but that's not the point!" Collei says trying to defend herself.

"Alright collei i understand you want to keep an eye on your brother but he also needs his privacy," my mother talks as if she's never done the same.

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