🌺|He smelled like Flowers|🌺 |cyno x tighnari|

you broke my heart with black dahlias

Cyno POV:

"I want to start over, you and me," she grabs my hands in hers, "im sorry for how i acted im sorry for the things i said to you, i-i love you cyno, i always will," she cups my face and kisses me.

My eyes widen as our lips met, i push her away as she tries to deepen the kiss, "What the fuck nilou!," I look at her in disbelief.

"W-whats wrong?...c-cyno why did you-"

"Listen nilou i ...i just cant"

"Why?! Why are you acting like this! What did i do for you to hate me so much! Tell me!," Tears begin to form in her eyes.

"I can't ok i just can't say it!"

"Cyno you cant do this! You can't just push me away and not give me an explanation! Did I suddenly become a burden to you!? Am i that forgettable to you!? You know how much pain ive endured in your absence iv-"

"SHUT UP! JUST SHUT UP! I DONT LOVE YOU OK!? DOES THAT ANSWER YOUR FUCKING QUESTION??! AND IF YOUR ASKING WHY?! BECAUSE YOU'VE DONE NOTHING BUT ASK ABOUT MY PERSONAL LIFE YOU TALK BAD ABOUT MY FRIENDS AND YOU EVEN COMPLAINED ABOUT COLLEI! AND GUESS WHAT MAYBE I GOT TIRED OF BEING TREATED LIKE AN OBJECT!"

"WHY NOW?! WHY DID YOU SUDDENLY THINK OF ALL THIS-"

"BECAUSE I FELL IN LOVE WITH TIGHNARI OK! IM FUCKING GAY! IM IN LOVE WITH A BOY SO FUCKING DEAL WITH IT! IVE HAD IT WITH YOUR SHIT, IVE FUCKING HAD IT! I CANT TAKE ANYMORE STRESS TODAY!," i look at her angrily.

"So thats it you fell in love with someone else? Thats why you abandoned me all the time? Is that why you were never there anymore...?"

I sigh, "nilou...what was between us its no longer there...i saw clearly that we weren't meant for eachother...please understand...i dont want to stress out about anything right now.... Just...leave me alone ok?...thats all i want..."

"Fine...if that's what you want... goodbye, cyno Mahamatra," she pushes me aside as she bursts into tears and runs towards the opposite side of the park.

I sigh putting my hands in my pocket. What do i do now...i cant go back...not after what i said to tighnari...i lean against the wall and pull out a cigarette. Back to being a pathetic looser again huh cyno....i light my cigarette and begin smoking.

Dad...what do i do?...

• • • •

"Mom im heading out now..," i say as i walk downstairs.

"Alright sweetie...," She says in a sad tone.

I frown and give her a kiss on the cheek, "when i get home ill help with dinner you rest...," I hug her one last time before leaving to school.

I take a deep breath as i head to school.

God im so nervous....why did i rush out like that!? I didn't even let him speak after that kiss on the forehead... Agh what do i do what do i doooo...he hasn't been answering my texts either...i hope he's ok...

I shake my head as i bump into someone, "nari?," I look down and notice tighnari stubble in front of me.

"Im so sorry nari i didnt see you ther-"

"Its um alright im kind of in a hurry right now though so i cant really talk now bye!," Tighnari rushes off into the school his ears flat on his head holding his books close to his chest.