Anthony POV
We finally get to my house and we both walk in. Tanya goes for the bathroom, then I follow. She looked at me with an confused look.
Me:" What"
Tanya:" ummm what do you think your doing?"
Me:" I'm I think I'm about to shower with my girlfriend"
She got undressed and I bit my lip as she bent over to turn on the water. I slapped her ass and she moaned. I smirked and she stood up then turned around. She kissed me
Tanya:" Baby you know I love you so damn much" I nodded "but I can't shower with you, I don't care if you see my body but I'm not ready to give it to you yet" she pushes her naked body against my and I pulled her into a hug. She pushes away and got in the shower. I watched her as she closed the curtain then o walked out.
Tanya POV
I mean yeah I love him a lot and I want to have sex with him but I'm not ready I just can't. I hate that I can't give him the joy and happiness he wants and deserves. Maybe I should just give it to him, but what if I get pregnant and he leave me. What if he leaves cause I won't give it to him. Why is this so damn hard.
I finally got out the shower and went into Anthony's bedroom where my clothes were. I got dressed (outfit on side) and went downstairs. Anthony was standing there with flowers and chocolate.
Me:" Ummm babe what's going on?"
Anthony:" I wanted to show you how amazing you are"
He gave me the flowers and chocolate, I sat them down and he pulled me into a kiss. I let his hands run down my back to my ass. I let out a small moan as he squeezed my firm butt tightly. I pulled away and hugged him.
Me:" I love you so much"
Anthony:" I love you too"
He kissed my forehead and continued to embrace me in the hug. These are the moments I live for...