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You're all I ever wanted So, how come I'm still haunted by the thoughts inside my head? You love me but no matter what you say There's only one of two ways that this is gonna end Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn How to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse Losing you now or later? Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die You're my fire and my safety You never mean to break me And that's why I'm afraid 'Cause someday, everybody's leaving You promise that you'll stay But that's a promise you can't make Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn How to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse Losing you now or later? Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever Can't escape it, that's how it works Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn How to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse Losing you now or later? Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever
third person five months later
looking in her song notebook, brooke found a song she had written five a half months ago, only a week before her and matt had broken up. things were becoming harder for the two eighteen year olds. brooke only wanted to follow her dreams, and matt couldn't handle the thought of her being across the country without him. no matter how many times brooke had tried telling him she would visit all the time, and that he could fly out to see her whenever he wanted, nothing seemed to help.
they were at an impasse, and at the time brooke knew she had to put herself before her relationship. the thought of losing matt absolutely killed her, but she knew either way, one day, he would be gone.
when she found the lyrics, brooke was brought right back to that night. it was slightly morbid, but she loved matt too much. she didn't want to live without him, she didn't want to learn how to fall asleep without him.
she was glad she took the chance and moved to los angeles, she'd recorded songs and released five since moving, and they were all relatively big hits. she knew she could go far in the industry.
but she couldn't say it didn't kill her slightly, knowing she left matt. the girl five and a half months ago absolutely did not want to leave him, and the lyrics she'd written down proved it. matt was it for her, she'd grown up with him. how do you let someone go who you love that much?
