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placing my brown hair into a ponytail i then headed out of my apartment and started to run
I ran through streets, parks, through some of the more dangerous areas of town.
whilst running in one of the more dangerous areas, i stopped as i passed...
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Its been a week without our girl. I've been burying myself with work Trying not to think about all the danger she could be in
We have practically the whole mafia looking for her
We should've given her the tracker. But of course, we hadn't gotten round to it yet
Idiots
I finished up at the hospital before heading back home. None of the guys have been coping well. Ryan and Liam were the worse, they've both experienced big loss before so it was hurting so much more for them
The rest of us were trying to do our best but its hard.
Its crazy how one person can affect your life so much in such a short time
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Waking up, I saw that i was in a hospital ward. It wasn't from the hospital I was in previously though.
The IVs and pain relief was back in
Thank fuck
I relaxed as the pain meds kicked in when I pressed the button. I saw a hazy figure come in before I drifted off again
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Fuck
Fuck
I can't lose her
I stared at the video that had been sent to me before ordering my people to track the number and location it was sent from
I cannot lose her
My men and my Little sister were working on finding her and i knew there was nothing more i could do so i went to the home gym we had and did a workout
Waiting for any news about her was torturous. I felt like i was slowly being ripped apart
But that video they sent. Fuck. Our poor girl
At least they've got her in a hospital ward and back on what she needs.
Otherwise it'd be really bad. She may not recover properly otherwise
I can't do much else right now except for wait.
But i dont want to wait
What if they kill her
My mind ran wild before the door creaked open and one of her puppies came in
I picked the creature up before taking it back to its mother.
My heart softened as i hugged the pup close
He calmed my fears. Calmed my mind
So i took him back to my office where he slept on my lap for the remainder of the evening
Until i heard Liam come home
He had taken up drinking again. Same thing he did after his ex died
You could smell him as soon as he entered a room. Stumbling around and unable to form a sentence
I felt bad for him
Two losses of the people he loved already.
We will get her back
We have to
"Liam"
I said loud enough for him to hear as his drunken body turned to look at me
Not a thought behind his eyes
Id do anything for my guys. And right now that involved putting Liam to bed and getting him some help
I went and supported his heavy body as we went up the stairs and into his room
Once I got him laid down and started to get his sleepwear out, he started to sob
Poor guy
I wish I could make it better. But i just cant
I don't know what to do
Before Long we both had tears running down our faces as we talked. Liam had sobered up a little which helped
I sighed as i left him to sleep and went back downstairs. The puppy was waiting for me at the bottom of the stairs and i picked him up.
Ill name him trouble.
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"Is that?"
"Yep. We need to go. Now"
London said as she took charge and went out the front door to the car quickly
God. I hope we get her back in time for Christmas
Christmas is just around the corner, and i really want our girl home
Christmas is a massive deal in our family. And i want her there
Liam and Ryan have been coping the worst out of all of us.. Ryan turned to smoking and Liam turned to drinking. The rest of us have found healthy coping mechanisms. Like talking and helping each other out
Its strange how one woman can flip your world upside down