Distorted Episodes

Sadness

Happiness and Joy,
Eventually becomes everyone's toy,
Till someone becomes an outcast,
And everyone will make it last,
Intentionally or not,
All is done and the past won't be forgot,
With games your mind is playing slowly,
There's no doubt you think you're lonely,
When all you used to love fade away,
All moments everyday,
Begin to fade away as useless thoughts,
Feeling "hopeless", that's what your mind has brought,
Upon yourself,
Feeling unloved,
Compared to everyone else,
Till you finally lose your mind,
Then fake it and act like you're totally fine,
When you finally believe you're not sane,
And start breaking when you even forget your name,
You lose sense of who you are,
Tired of everyone wanting you to be a star,
You feel nothing and don't want more,
But it seems life has already closed your door,
Till you reach the end to take your last breath,
You look all the way down,
And prepare for silence, just no sound
For all that is left but if you turn around,
You'll see that light shines through an open gap,
All of this becomes an easy map,
Where you release yourself from your chains,
And finally be un-restrained,
Though that someone may be you,
You are the one who you can guide to,
Though no one is there to lend you a hand,
All hope isn't lost there's always a plan,
To finally breathe and smile again,
Life will have mercy to make amends,
Giving you the chance to finally heal,
And for the first time to be able to feel,
To lose the numbness all at a glance,
And finally be able to give life another chance.