You promised me to be better
Oh why did I plan on loving you forever?
When all you do is tell me lies
Why, I'm not even surprised
You laugh it off and act like you're fine
But since the beginning, it's been a waste of time
You spend days wondering what could have been
Yet you never thought of what you did
You completely let yourself go dear me
Why can't you see?
The pain you've brought to yourself
A feeling you find hard to dwell
Like a stab wound cut so deep
No wonder you stay up hours getting no sleep
Tell me, why did you give up trying?
Spending hours crying
As your tears flood up your empty heart
Leaking each side, wanting a fresh start
I know you're in there come out
I can hear your pain loud
The silence you've been keeping thin
All because you want to fit in
Turn to yourself in the mirror
And look at yourself clearer
Do you see a blurry vision?
Of the sad cold world you live in?
Why not look deep inside
Release all you have left to hide
Let go of the fear
Shed more tears
And finally come back old friend
For this is not the end
And you will finally see
That you're back, old me
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Distorted Episodes
Poezjafeelings, something you wish to express but not to feel a collection of poems based on nostalgia, supressed feelings, and longing for something more TW: Mentions of Self Harm, Suicide and more
