Distorted Episodes

Saving

I hate what i've seen
The scars they begin to bleed
As I watch you leave
My whole world has changed indeed
Taking myself out tonight
Going to give up my fight
Letting go all the reasons to hide
Because im gone to the light
Still out there
Still waiting
Hoping someone
Would care
But all is gone
Or was I wrong?
Pushing them away
Running from behind
Letting go of my life
I promised I'd be fine
But then again they are all lies
What's the point in trying to fight this?
When all my life I've got none of it ?
Everything's always fake and bland
All the stories end out the same
I put my trust to good use
But it comes out just to amuse
And I'm left stranded
Got lost and abandoned
All alone
I pray for answers
I wait till I get chances
Or is it a waste of time?
I've kept on trying
I've tried so hard and
Its all too late
The love is gone
All I've lost and won
Everything is numb
All the days I wait and hope for
To catch something I can adore
I've been waiting for somebody
To snap me back to not leave my body
Telling me that all is there
That everything cant compare
To the pain that I carry on my shoulders
As I watch them grow when im older
Telling me that everything will be okay
Embracing me and saying luck is on its way
Spreading morals not just to satisfy
But possibly to even save a life