Distorted Episodes

I'm Sorry

I can feel the rain
As i lose my mind and go insane
All thoughts flowing through me like a drain
Tell me universe, why must life be this way?
All along i've come so far, trying my hardest to be on the same lane
But no matter what i do it is always in vain
The tears that have been dropped, the blood that has been spilled
I am sorry universe, this wasn't a drill
I wasn't prepared to face it all
I'm sorry universe that i've come to crawl
And look back at all i've been through
I'm sorry for everything i do
Loving is pain and hurts so dear
My heart is fragile, knowing the end is near
I'm sorry universe, why'd it have to be unfair?
Out of all people, why did no one care?
Am i meant to be left alone?
Always sticking out, never fitting the zone
All i have loved and lost lie down low
Oh universe, tell me so
Why did the people leave?
No matter how hard i tried to say please
People treat me like i'm not worth their time
So tell me universe, how should i be fine?
I can't bare the pain no more,
I'm sorry universe, i want to close my door
Let my love fade away
Finding somewhere else to stay
As long as someone out there can be loved
I am ready to give up what i've done
I've learned that everything comes and goes
So tell me universe, what do i already know?
Sticking with people who left me behind
Or leaving the world right there beside
I made promises i wish to keep
It's gotten to the point i can barely speak
Nothing more than words that flow on a paper
Writing to cope with it the best
Just so i can finally rest
Oh dear universe, i'll ask you one last time
Give me a reason why i should be fine
And stay longer to be strong
Oh how i know it is not wrong
Losing hope silently as it decays
Along with the people that made me this way
I loved too much and have no more to give
I'm sorry universe, but why should i live?