Define love. || Young Leonardo Dicaprio

Chapter 39

McKennas POV

I finally left the apartment today. Tobey's taking me out shopping. Something to get my mind off things. I wore my baggy jeans and oversized jumper as it is now fall. I packed my face with makeup because I knew how much Leo loved it when I went all natural and right now I want to do everything that Leo hates. If you can't tell, I'm over the denial phase and on to the anger stage of the journey to acceptance. I was so annoyed at him for not telling me and for fooling me, annoyed at myself for trusting that he actually had feelings for me. Just annoyed at everything

"Why are you frowning" Tobey said as he glanced over the clothes rail in some random little boutique

"Just thinking" I plainly said. I looked over at tobey. He walked back and forth as he held his hands out to the row of clothes. He's definitely bored

"Soooo how's filming going?" He perked up. I think only because I haven't really spoken to him that much

"It's going good actually, it's exciting actually it's more of a thriller movie"

"That seems like fun"

"Yeah it's an-"

"Nuh uh uh, don't spoil it for me"

"Oh are you going to watch it now?"

"Yes ofcourse I want to watch a movie that Mr tobey starrs in" I pinched his cheeks as I started to head out of the store

"Quit that! Ok my lips are sealed"

"Good"

"Supposedly, we could go get something to eat? I'm starving and shopping is tiring"

"What'd you mean you haven't even bought anything yet" I playfully roll my eyes

"Watching you shop is tiring" he emphasised

We ended up seated at a small cafe. The city so busy and loud but being out with tobey was just so peaceful

"You know I'm glad we're not that known yet, feels so good not having to worry about people taking sneaky pics of us, whole different story when your with Leo"

"Hey it's not Leo's fault"

"Yeah but it makes it hard for any of us to go out with him without being seen"

"And when your music releases, people are going to be up in your face aswell" I kept quiet. We ordered our food and ate then started to head down the streets.

"Do you reckon we can stop by a convenient store real quick" tobey asked as we neared a store on the way home. I nodded and we entered through the doors. He grabbed what he needed and we lined up behind the counter. I couldn't help but scan over the magazines that were displayed on the racks by the front.

"Do you need anything" tobey questioned as he directed his gaze in my direction. I don't know what made me walk towards this particular magazine but something about it caused me to gravitate to it. I started flicking through the pages. My eyes stopping at one in particular. 'Are they official?' I scanned through the pics and saw one of Leo and Kristen. It looks like it was taken recently in Mexico, she must've flown over there to visit Leo. The picture was of Leo's arm around her shoulder as she leaned in to plant a kiss on his cheek

"Hey you ready to go?...oh hmmm" tobey glanced the page and saw the picture. He tried to take the magazine out of my hand but I only gripped harder "Kenna come on you don't need to see this, just let go" he said softly as I finally let go of the book. He placed it back on the rack and looked at me dead in the eyes.

That hurt to see so much. I started to get teary in the eyes. Tobey put a hand on my back and guided me out the store. He actually did that the whole walk home. When we finally got inside of our apartment the tears just started flowing. I couldn't stopped them. I guess I'm in the depression stage of the 5 steps to acceptance