Someone to love me

chapter 1

Hey bitches, my name is skylar im 17 nd blacian (black+puerto rican=blacian). My dad left me nd my "mom" wen I was 5..he left cuz he found a new woman that treated him better than my mom. Wen my dad left my mom started doing drug nd she also became a stripper. Wen she get high she would always beat me nd she would bring these random ass niggas in the house.

My dad is black nd my mom is puerto rican that how I have alot of hair. Wen my dad left he took our food stamp nd left us with a pack of roman noodles. Like there was fucking roaches in that shit. That was disrespectful asf.

Anyways its 5:30 so I might as well get ready for school im in 12th grade nd I go to east side high school.... stupid ?...ik. I was roaming in my closet looking for a outfit before I take shower then my mom came in.

"Hurry the hell up..before ur late hoe."

Ugh...its 5:35 my school starts at 7:00 nd im not a hoe so u can get out my- before I could finish my sentence she slapoed me on the face leaving a red mark...stupid bitch.. I shrugged off the pain nd went to take shower I locked my door then grabbed my towel nd stared my water so it can turn hot before I get in. I took my teeth brush and tooth paste in the shower since it saves more time. I put my shower cap on nd started brushing my teeth. I finished that nd statred scrubbing my body. I rinsed off nd got out. I dried off nd walked in my bedroom I glanced over at the clock nd it was 6:12 so I had to fasten my pace.

I put my VS underwear set nd put plain long sleeve shirt with my ripped demi pants nd a red plaid shirt that was tied across my body. Nd my black boots. I put lite make up on nd let my long natural curled hair flow free but parted it in the middle. I walked out my door nd noticed my mom left for work but left me 50 dollar like always. I grabbed my keys to my cadillac cts that my dad buyed for me on my 16th b-day sincd my mom wasnt going to get it for me. I cant wait to leave this shit hole.

I walked out the house making sure it was lock nd entered my car. I went to pick up my bestie la'dajah since I had time to spare. I got to her house 10 mins later. I honked my car nd out she came..if I had to describe her in one word it would be...hoe, she wear the tightest nd shortest shit but ion judge her. She live her own life. Wen she end up on Maury she better not call me. Anyways she got in my car wearing a black short leather skirt with a pink crop top with .her pink jelly sandals.

"Hey hoe"she said sounding ghetto asf

Hey..u hungry

"Hell yea...guess wat"she said getting excited

Wat

"Malik let me suck him up last night"

Gurll... u know his ass get around..u might end up catching something

"Gurl bye...shit ion care"

I let out a sigh... she dont ever care bout nothing but thats not my problem. We pulled up at McDonald's nd ordered our food nd hurried to school before were late. It was 7:03 wen we got there. We rushed inside. I made it to my locker nd Xavier my boy best friend hugged my from the side. No his not gay nd he dont like me nd I dont like him... he got a gf. we just got real close over the past few years.

"U going to the party tomorrow night" he asked as he was texting on his phone

Hell yes..u already noe

"Ight... ima catch  to u later sis"

Ok bye....I got the final things I needed from my locker nd walked to my class. Wen I got there these low life basic hoes started sizing me. I just shrugged them off nd sat next to la'dajah...who had me1st period. Thats wen I noticed her make eye contact wit them thots nd they motioned her to sit with them nd she left. I noe this hoe did not just switch out on me.