What Life Would That Be? (Markiplier x Reader)

chapter 38

It's been 3 days. You hate not being able to get up and move around. All you want to do is see and hug Mark and play video games. All your subscribers know you're in the hospital and according to your visitors, Wade, Bob, etc, they are sending much love.

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"Good Morning Ms.(l/n)."

"Morning Dr.Addams."

"Today we are going to hall you to get an x-ray on your rib and a ankle. How are you feeling?"

"Ok i guess. I feel uncomfortable not being able to move. Also lately i feel like...my chest is... I guess i would call it fogging up and i can feel that im not breathing right."

"It could just be the cast around your chest. The claustrophobia is probably getting to you." He chuckles as do you.

"Shortly, some nurses will be in here to move you to the x-ray room."

You nod. He nods back and exits.

'I can't wait until I'm better. This sucks that i have to wear fucking casts for a month. Stupid ass driver that hit us. I wonder what happened to them anyway. I never even asked. Should i?'

Three nurses walk in and get everything ready to push you down the halls. "Am i really that heavy that they had to send three nurses?"

All of you laugh.

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*Dr.Addams POV*

"Ok Ms.(l/n)," i say through the mic as i watching (y/n) in the x-ray room,"first im going to take a look at your ankle and then your rib ok?"

I see her put a thumbs up. I move the machine so its above her ankle.

"Your ankle is fine. Looks just like any normal broken ankle. As options for recovery, if you want to we can have surgery done on your foot to make the healing process more faster. If you decline it will take about 6 weeks to fully fix itself."

I move the machine over to her chest.

"Your rib seems to be fine. Its still in place."

'Oh wait. Oh no.'

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*Your POV*

The machine turns off. The doctor hasn't spoken in awhile.

'I hope everything's ok.'

He walks in and stands right next to you.

"(Y/n), while looking at the x-ray of your rib i noticed something and I've figured out the reason why you feel your breathing is abnormal. Your rib has punctured a hole into your lung.
You have internal hemorrhage or internal bleeding. The only way to fix this is through getting a surgical procedure done on your lung. We have to do it as soon as possible to stop more blood from filling your lung."

'Holy shit. Surgery? What if something happens?'

"O-ok."

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They wheel you into the surgical room. A nurse grabs a small saw and cuts through your cast. You get really nervous. You never liked the thought of someone cutting into you and moving stuff around, who would?

"Ok Ms.(l/n) Im going to put this mask on you. It will emit gas that will put you to sleep."

'What if i wake up half way through? What if i die? I wish Mark was here.'

You felt everything in your body get heavy, then you fell asleep.

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You feel a little sore in your side and in your foot. You slowly open your eyes, your vision being blurry at first. You feel something on your hand.

You look to your left to see someone with there head in your bed, holding your hand.

"Mark?" You sounded so tired.

He lifts up his head and you see tears on his face.

"(Y/n)," he wipes his face quickly," Im so glad to see you again. I really missed you."

"I missed you to Mark. Why were you crying?"

"Well." He sniffles. "After they said I could go they told me you were in surgery. I was scared a little. Then they told me why. I felt so guilty. I wish i would've seen that car coming. It's all my fault you got hurt. You keep getting hurt and it's always my fault. Why do I keep doing this to you?"

"M-mark stop. It's not your fault. That car ran a red light. No one couldve seen that coming. Nothing is never your fault. It hurts me more to see you blame yourself than the actual pain i feel. Please stop feeling guilty."

"Well maybe the accident wasn't my fault, but when you di-....," tears starting streaming down his face again," but when you died. That, that was my fault. And when that girl came after you...that was my fault too." He was crying hard at this point.

"Mark please stop crying." You squeeze his hand a little." None of that was your fault. You thought I cheated on you, if that was me i would've done the same thing. Plus, that girl didnt even hurt me. She wouldn't have stood a chance against me. Mark." He looked up at you. You let go of his hands and wiped his tears. "I love you."

He cupped you cheeck with his hand. "I love you too."

"Oh how i wish i could hug you right now."

"Me too. Can i lay with you?"

You nod. He slowly lifts you up and moves you over. He lays next to you and puts his arm behind your head. You both lay there watching tv.

'I missed his warmth.'