One way or another (Lesbian Story)

Chapter 13

Lexa POV

-Earth, 10 years ago-

I am going back home after a walk in the woods. When I'm not feeling okay, nature finds a way to sooth me. These past few months have been hard on me and my mom is not helping at all.

I'm getting really close to my house and I see my mom talking to a guy I've seen around but don't really know. My earing is really good and I manage to listen to my mom say: "No one can know about this." Then I became to close and the guy turned around without saying a word. I looked at my mom trying to decide if talking to her about this guy was wise. I better not do that. She turns around after staring at me for a couple of seconds and walks inside. I know what that means: she's pissed and I'm about to be the target to all of that anger. I'm so tired of this! I'm always the one taking care of everything. Since my dad dissapeared my mom has been crazier than ever and since I'm the only one around, I'm the only one who has to deal with it.

"Why did you take so long? Don't you know there are things to be done?" She yelled.

"Sorry Ma. I got caught up with something..."

"So, now, looking at the water is something to be caught up with. I have to try it sometime. I'm sure I'll feel better." I was starting to be really angry and I didn't want that. "What are you waiting for? Don't you have better thing to do than stare at me all day?" She turns around and lays on her bed. The anger in my heart will take the best of me someday.

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-Three days later-

"Ma, what are you doing?" We were right by a cliff and my mom kept yelling she couldn't deal with me anymore, that all of it was my fault.

"This is on you!" And she jumped.

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-A month later-

I can't remember anything that happened after that terrible day. Everything was fuzzy. 'This is on you" These were the last words I would ever hear from my mom. It was my fault but I couldn't manage to care anymore. Someone in Tondc took me in but I couldn't care less. In fact, I wish they left me on that cliff so I could die too. They grabbed me right after my mom jumped and kept saying emotions are weakness. Somehow those words are stuck in my brain forever and I promise I will never feel again.

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-Present day-

I remember those dark days while watching Clarke sleep. I broke my promise. I realised that when I found her in Mount Weather. Two days have passed and I couldn't leave her side. I instructed Indra to question the prisoners and she got some good informations out of the man. But the girl... She wasn't talking. She dressed like one of us and I've seen her around but I can't really remember when. She was the one with the gun in her hand so she would be the one punished by Clarke's injuries.

Suddently Indra walks in. "It's time Heda" I know what this is. The punishment.

I nod and start to get up when I hear her voice. "It's time for what?" Clarke's awake! My heart bursts with a kind of happiness I never felt before. "Give me a second." I said to Indra. She nodded and left the tent. I turned to Clarke and those green eyes meet mine. I could feel the blood rush through my veins and it felt so good. Like nothing I ever felt before!

"What's going on Lexa?" She tried to get up but I stopped her right away. I could see she was in pain and I couldn't let her feel any more of that.

"Do not worry Sky princess. I'll take care of the ones who hurted you." I planted a soft kiss on her forehead and left the tent.

These people will pay for what the did to my Sky Princess.