One way or another (Lesbian Story)

Chapter 24

Lexa POV

-Earth, present day-

I leave Octavia and Lincoln and go search for Clarke. As I walk towards my tent I feel someone glare at me. I look around and identify the person: Bellamy. That boy is making me angry but I have more important things to do so I ignore him. It feels like he is not the only one that is checking my every move, but I need to get to Clarke.

I walk inside my tent and I see her peacefully sleeping, completely oblivious to what is happening. The threats, the attack on her camp, what I'm about to tell her... Suddently I feel my palms sweating, my heart is beating so fast and for the first time in so long my hands are shaking. I decide to go near her and sit right next to her sleeping body. Instinctively my finger put a stray of her hair behind her ear making me able to see her face. Her face takes my breath away everytime... Why does she have that effect on me? Her body shivers slightly and her eyes start to open.

"Hey there, beautiful" She says in a husky voice. I don't know what 'beatiful' actually means, but the way she said it made my heart skip a beat. I could feel my face heating up... That never happened before. Is it good? She's looking at me and I realise I'm smiling. She looks down and I see her cheeks turn a deep shade of red. I only see that happening after a fight. The efford of battling with someone makes your blood rush through your whole body and sometimes you can see the same thing I'm seeing on Clarke's face. But she didn't fight anyone... She was just sleeping. What happened to make her blood rush to her cheeks?

"What's going on Commander?" She sits making her eyes level mine. My heart starts beating even faster and my hands start sweating even more. Why? I look down trying to understand why my hands are starting to do something so unnusual. Everything looks normal... What is going on? This never happened to me before! Why is my body doing this? Clarke's hand moves towards mine and as soon as her skin touches mine my heart starts beating a little slower. It wasn't like before, but it wasn't as normal. I feel calm but worried at the same time. My hand holds hers tighter. Our fingers were intertwined just like Lincoln and Octavia. Does this mean something more? Why do I have to think so much about this?

I look up and see Clarke's worried face. I hate to see her face like that... I lean forward and use my free hand to carefully hold her face. I see her eyes closing and I do the same right before our lips touch eachother. The feeling I had from a couple of days ago returned. It makes me worry for a second but I decide to not think, only do what I want to. And all I want to do right now is understand how Clarke shows love. I'm new to all of this and I don't really know what I'm doing... I just want to hush the panther for a while. I kissing this girl is doing exactly that. Or so I thought...

Suddently I start feeling the beast inside me. Her claws are not lashing my insides, her roars are not scary; it looks like she wants something. I don't know what that is but I will let her do what she wants. But if for some reason she hurts Clarke, I'll be the one to take it's life, with my own two hands. Even if it kills me!

We didn't break apart while I thought about the beast inside me and I thank the Gods for it. Her lips are so soft and feel so good on mine. Her right hand releases mine and holds the back of my head, pulling me towards her; her left hand rest on my hip. I feel her tongue on my lower lip just as she pulls my hair slightly. My mouth opens and our tongues start playing with eachother. My right hand travels down her spine and she lets out a low whisper. "Did I hurt you?" I ask.

"What? No, Lexa, you didn't hurt me." she smiles when she says my name and that made me kiss her again. This time there was no calm and soft kissing. It was fast, almost urgent. Like we both needed it. My hands are resting on her hips and my fingers look for her skin. As soon as I feel her skin on my fingertips she makes the same noise and I break the kiss against my will.

Clarke looks at me and holds my head with both her hands. "You didn't hurt me beautiful. Those are moans, that's good. Any more questions?" Oh! So that's what they're called.

"Yes, one..." She stares at me, concern on her expression. "Will you kill my panther?" She widdens her eyes at me and her surprise takes over her.

"What?" She asks confused.

"You know, the panther that's in your heart... When you have problems she grows and kills you slowly from inside." Am I saying this right? Is this what Octavia meant? And then everything changed...

"Yes" She says laughing while she closes the space between our lips.

My body went wild, I guess the panther is not that bad... My hands travel on Clarke's back barely touching her skin. She unbuttons my shirt and I feel her hands on my stomach. It feels so good! I pull her closer so she can have one leg of each side of my body. My hands start pulling her shirt up and she helps me do it. We are apart for a few seconds and that gives me time to look at what her shirt usually hides...

Thank the Gods!! Her skin shines from the dim light that enters my tent throught the fabric it's made of and without even thinking about it, I press my lips on her neck. She moans and I do the same thing again. Since she seems to like it, I should do it again. Both her hands are holding my hair and she's using it to guide me. Sometimes she just tightens her grip and I don't know what that means but if she didn't like it, she would pull my head away, right?

She puts both of her hands on my shoulders and pushes me. I'm now laying down and she's on top of me. She opens my shirt and she starts to see my battle scars. I try to cover them again but she holds my hands.

"For me to be able to kill your panther I have to see the whole you. The scars on your body" As she says these words she traces one of them with her finger, which makes my body shiver. "And the ones in your heart." She then lowers her head and kisses the horrible scar on my chest. My back bend forward from her touch. She takes the chance to take my shirt off. We start kissing again and what came next blew my mind.

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Hello friends! I'm so sorry for taking so long... As I said before I don't really know how to write an intimate scene. So please tell me if this is any good and what could I say to make this more interesting.

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