Airport Layover || ft. Kim Seokjin [Jin] {Completed}

Prologue

11. No, 10. No, 12. 11.

Ever since I was a little girl, my mom would force me and my sister to list our resolutions at the end of the year. She'd tell us to fold them up and carry them in our pockets as a reminder, and to make sure that the last one ("lucky number 11") was the most important one of all.

I never understood the purpose behind those resolutions, and in the early years I'd do it just to make her shut up. I'd write things like :

"Stop telling Mom that she gets on my nerves,"
"Learn how to dropkick the boy who always pops my bra straps,"
"Steal better snacks from the cafeteria at lunchtime."

Yet, as the years passed and I entered high school, I started to take them little more seriously :

"Lose lots and lots of weight by the summer."
"Try to work on my writing every day."
"Stop trying to fit in so much and just be myself."

And I always looked forward to writing that number 11. Although it was supposed to be a goal, mine was more like a dream :

"Find a real life bad boy, make him fall in love with me, and live wild and carefree together for the rest of our lives."

Unfortunately, I didn't find him in high school, that "lots and lots of weight" took way too long to lose, and the idiots that came shortly after were only interested in having sex. Very, very bad sex.

My real life bad boy stormed into my life during my senior year of college, in the form of a sweet-talking, former womanizing, ultimate-alpha-male-sweetheart named Adam Smith III. After preventing me from nearly walking into a moving bus, he told me I was "the sexiest woman he'd ever seen," and the rest was history.

Our love affair was fast and frantic, uncontrollable and overwhelming; it was so reckless and volatile that it almost became an obsession. I fell in love with him after only a few weeks, but I knew he was the man I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. He was my dream. My number 11.

After we graduated college, when things began to slow down and settle, we decided to stay together for the long haul. We had separate goals and aspirations, so we promised to try hard for them while still hanging on to each other.

Unfortunately, that's where the nice version of my story ended.

My life with Mr. Bad Boy became more of a tragedy than a love story, and at the end of last year I did something I hadn't done in years...

I changed my number 11.