Fire and Blood

Chapter three

Jamie Lannister? Really?" Jon says bursting into my bedroom that night. I spent the rest of the evening in the company of Ser Jamie, much to Jon's displeasure, strangely enough, the queen looked irritated by the sight as-well.
"Roslyn look at me!" He says when he doesn't get a direct answer.
"Ros, I'm sorry i dont know what came over me." Jon says again, tipping my chin up to look at him, I knew I had to tell him.
"Jon, you should go to the wall, you would fit in there. I've been meaning to tell you something for some time. But your choice to go to the wall made it simpler for me. I'm going to Kings Landing with Uncle Ned. Please forgive me for not telling you sooner." I blurt out quickly, trying to avoid looking in Jon's eyes.
"We may never see eachother again." Jon whispers, voice cracking slightly.
"We may not." I say turning to look at him, I wish I hadn't. Jon had tears in his eyes.
"Ros, I love you." He says wrapping his arms around my waist.
"Oh don't be like that Jon." I say kissing his cheek.
"Ros." He says before kissing me passionately.
This may be the last time we ever kiss, last time we ever touch, last time we're ever Roslyn and Jon.
I give him access to all parts of my body, I rip my dress off energetically, he stares in awe as I rush to unbuckle his belt. He quickly takes his shirt off and pins me against the wall.
"I love you Ros." He whispers into my ear, making me shiver in excitement. It's never been this vigorous before. Jon slowly lowers me onto his cock, making sure I'm comfortable before we take it too the bed. I lay down as he climbs above me, thrusting slightly. I grab hold of his hair, oh how I love his hair, it's better than mine most days.
"Jon." I say and he looks down at me.
"I love you." I whisper into his ear before kissing him passionately, making him grow inside of me. He goes faster and faster inside of me, I can feel my insides rearranging. We're still mouth to mouth, like we can't bear to let each other go. Suddenly Jon stops and collapses next to me, I roll over and go on top of him, tracing my fingers on his chest.
"Well that was something I won't be forgetting anytime soon." I say, getting a weak laugh from him. "Roslyn please don't leave." Jon pleads, stroking my hair as if he can tempt me into staying.
"Jon, you don't belong here, you belong at the wall. Don't stay at my accord, you will never be happy if you don't follow your heart, go to the wall, forget about me. Devote your life to the brothers of the night's watch." I say, trying to convince him and myself that this is the right thing.
"We we're going to marry." He whispers into my hair.
"I know Jon." I say back, looking up to him.
"I leave in the morning." Jon says and I turn away.
"I'm glad I made it a memorable night." I say before he kisses me on the head and leaves.

Looks like Jon didn't leave in the morning after all. Bran had fallen from the tower that afternoon while everyone was at the kings hunt, I had seen it all. I was walking through the gardens when he fell. I saw who pushed him. And he saw me too.
"You will not tell anybody what you saw." Jamie whispers as he produces a knife to my throat.
"You killed him!" I yell, but he holds his knife closer.
"What else did you see?" He whispers into my ear.
"Nothing, I only saw you push him." I gasp, struggling for breath.
"Good, you didn't see anything. Bran fell. You found him and took him to your master." Jamie says moving the knife away.
"You sick bastard, and I thought you were more than just a kingslayer." I say before running over to bran and carrying him to the Master.

Catelyn stayed by Bran all week. Nobody was able to leave for a week after that, he never awoke. It was time for us all to leave, the nights watch going one way, kings landing another. It was finally time for my last goodbye. He had came by my bedroom every night, for the first few nights I was crying, I couldn't tell him what was wrong. Jamie would kill him, and then kill me.
"Ros!" Jon calls as I run up to him.
"Good luck at the wall!" I say hugging him tightly.
"I'll miss you so much." He whispers into my hair.
"I'll miss you too." I whisper back, we were about to kiss until I heard a cough behind me.
"A sword for the wall?" The voice behind me says, forcing us to end our goodbye.
"I already have one." Jon replies as we turn around and see Jamie, my throat closes up.
"Good man. Have you swung it yet ?" Jamie says, catching my eye and giving me a look. I shudder.
"Of course I have." Jon replies angrily, noticing the look.
"At someone, I mean. It's a strange thing, the first time you cut a man. You realize we're nothing but sacks of meat and blood and some bone to keep it all standing. Let me thank you ahead of time for guarding us all from the perils beyond the Wall... Wildlings and White Walkers and whatnot. We're grateful to have good, strong men like you protecting us" Jamie says, i roll my eyes.
"We've guarded the kingdoms for 8 000 years." Jon says standing in-front of me.
"Is it "we" already ? Have you taken your vows then?" Jamie says back, realising what Jon is doing and smirking.
"Soon enough." Jon says back dryly.
"Give my regards to the Night's Watch. I'm sure it will be thrilling to serve in such an elite force. And if not ? It's only for life." Jamie says before nodding at us both and leaving.

"What really happened?" Jon said as soon as Jamie was out of sight.
"What do you mean Jon?" I say trying to go closer to him.
"Why was he looking at you like that? And why were you scared of him?" He says, rejecting my advances.
"I don't know what you mean Jon." I say and he tries to continue but is stopped by Arya.
"JON! CAN YOU HELP ME PACK!" Arya yells out of her window. I laugh awkwardly.
"COMING!" He replies before giving me a look and running off to her bedroom.