Chapter 10: Jeslyn's Monologue

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This is Jeslyn. I will make this short as I'm in my bed about to sleep. I'm thinking of this school year so far. I can't say that the year was what I expected. It has had some great moments and some bad moments.

Jalen Bernard was one that was in the middle of good and bad. He possesses good looks, kindness, and dependability, but he also has some negative traits, like being manipulative, selfish, and cold-hearted. My desire is to show him that life has so much more to offer than bitterness and cruelty. I long to see him thrive, make genuine friendships, and actively contribute to society.  Although it may take time, I believe he has the potential to become someone you can truly count on.

Maybe not sweet. Or maybe yes. It kinda would be nice to have a boyfriend like him. He's very reliable, he defended me against Annabelle when I was hit, and he has ways to go. I can help but let Jalen take advantage or take over my emotions.

I was someone who really didn't think of Annabelle as anything but a replaceable person. I did lie to myself when I said I would like to save her. In reality, I just want to forgive her but she hurt others. She had no mercy, got suspended twice, and was controlled.

Although I don't wish for anyone to be expelled, I cannot bring myself to support Annabelle. Her past actions have caused harm to others, and she reminds me of Jalen, except worse. Even though Jalen has a sweet side, it has yet to be recognized. Sometimes in life, we have to take risks and make sacrifices to achieve our desires. It's a sad reality that we live in a world that can be both peaceful and dark.

I want to make a change to the school. I want to make a school with positivity, treat others as needed, and lead the school to the rankings. I want to be School President. I'm not going to focus less or anymore. If I can't be School President, then how will I feel? It wouldn't be a good look for me. The future wouldn't be a good thing.

I have a strong desire to connect with as many people as possible. My goal is to be a helpful and influential leader. I believe this is the path I was meant to follow and I am confident in my abilities. With hard work and dedication, I could even aspire to become the President of the United States.

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