The kingdom

chapter twenty four

(Zayn's POV)

My eyes flutter open and I see the best sight I could wake up to. Carson curled up slightly with her hands underneath her chin and a few strand of brown hair across her face,and soft snores coming from her mouth. She is so beautiful,even sleeping.

I get up slowly not wanting to wake her up. I grab my shorts and slip them on and walk to the bathroom. I look in the mirror and see that I look better than usual like more happy,and it's because of her. Carson. I love her more than words can describe and last night was just amazing.

I can't believe that was her first time,she was just so good at it. I decide I'm going to cut my hair now and then I'll shower. After I cut my hair I hop in the warm shower water and when I'm done washing my body I get out and dry off.

I walk into the bedroom to find Carson still sleeping and I smile and go to my drawer and pull out another pair of boxers and a new pair of shorts. I dry my hair as I walk around the room looking for my cigarettes,I finally find them after ten minuets and I go on to the balcony in my room.

I stand out there and light up my cigarette and take a deep drag out of it thinking about last nights events with Carson. How beautiful she looked underneath me,hair sprawled out and her hands on my back,and occasionally my chest. Her giggles when I tickled her sides and my kisses feathers on her face.

She is so perfect to me and I wouldn't want to live with out her. I take another drag of my cigarette and smile then I feel warms hands go from my back to the front of my chest. I smile and Carson puts her head on my shoulder,but she has to stand on her tip toes. "Hey,babe."

I turn my head and kiss her cheek "hello,zayn." I take the plasters and flick it of the edge of my balcony. She smiles at me and I pull her into a hug. She looks so cute in her pjs,wrapped up in a blue blanket and she wraps it around her self. I chuckle "how are you feeling?" She smiles " I feel great,a little sore but great."

I lean in to kiss her and she puts her hand on my lips "why?" She laughs at my whine and says "you probably taste like an ashtray." I laugh and back away and we go inside and I brush my teeth and come back to the room. I see her laying in the middle of the bed. I walk over and slowly climb on her.

She giggles as I make my way to her face and lean down over her "can I have my kiss now?" She smiles and nods I lean down and her hands lock around my neck and I press my lips to hers gently. I pull away and say "last night was amazing,are you sure I was your first?" She laughs and nods "yeah, you were...and I enjoyed it,I love you."

I smile and kiss her "I love you too,now let's go get you some food yeah?" She nods and gets up. When she gets up she flashes back down squealing. I spin around smiling "what happened?"She starts to giggle and sits up slowly "it kind of hurts zayn." I frown "I'm sorry love." She smiles "I don't regret it."

I smile and scoop her up bridal style and she squeals and grabs my neck laughing along with me and I take her down to the kitchen. When we get there I set her on the counter and ask her what she wants for breakfast. "I want pancakes!" She smiles like a little kid on christmas,so cute.

I laugh and nod going to the cabinet and getting all of the stuff to make the batter. She hops off the counter wincing slightly and sits down gently on a stool. She spins around in the stool singing to her self and I ask her "what's inside your head?" She stops and looks at me "what?" I smile.

"The song,what's stuck in your head darling?" She makes an 'oh' face and smiles "oh just a song by jhene aiko"  smile and nod "sing it for me." She smiles nodding.

[Play song here if it works :)]

Okay so you just....
Go around breaking hearts,just to see what is inside
Go around stealing em',feeding em' to your pride
Did you ever stop and think that
I might really need that,to stay alive