The kingdom

chapter fourteen

(Carson's POV)

I sit quietly at the counter eating my soup which if I do say so myself, it is quite good. Zayn comes over to me and rubs my back gently. "Is there anything that you want to tell me?" I look up at zayn and shake my head "no,I don't think so why?" He nods pulling his bottom lip between his teeth.

Hot damn he is fine! I reach my hand up and pull his lip out from his teeth and his breath hitches slightly and his eyes widen "don't do that." He smirks "why not?" I look up into his eyes and stand so I'm looking up at him "because it makes me think very impure thoughts, prince zayn." He smirks chuckling and kisses me.

My god his lips are so soft,like a soft blanket wrapped around you on a cold morning,it feels that good to kiss him. We pull away and I put my soup bowl away,I shall have to do those dishes later as well. He takes my hand and leads me too his room. When we walk in he lightly pushes me back on the bed and crawls on top of me.

He starts to kiss down my neck,sweet Jesus.... I let out a soft moan and he brings his face back up to mine and starts to kiss my lips and I rake my fingers through his soft hair. I pull his hair at the bottom of his neck and he lets out a sexy growl. My eyes quickly widen and close again savoring the feel of his lips on mine.

He runs his hands down my sides and stops at the hem of my shirt,starting to lift it off and I put my hands on his breaking the kiss. "Umm,no.....I'm so sorry,I'm n-not ready." He looks at me and nods getting off of me and laying down next to me.

He rolls over and looks at me "I'm sorry Carson." I look over at him and nod "it's okay zayn." He shakes his head and stands up running his hands through his hair "no!,it's not....I should've stopped earlier.....I don't want you to feel uncomfortable with me"

I look at him in sadness and stand to go to him. He puts his hands up and I stop "stop....just-just don't come any closer " I look down in sadness and whisper "o-oh, well I umm.....I'm gonna go to my room then." He looks up at me and shakes his head as I walk around him.

"NO!..I-I'm sorry,p-please don't go." I turn around a at the door and look at him "you know zayn, I wasn't even mad....your beating yourself up for no reason." And its true I'm not mad,and I wasn't...I trust zayn with my life and I know he wouldn't do anything to hurt me.

"I'm so sorry." He says in barely a whisper I walk to him and pull him in a hug my arms wrap around his neck and his around my petite waist. He places his head in the crook of my back and places a few kisses. He lifts his head up and smiles "so you're not mad at me?" I shake my head with a smile "no I'm not,but you need to finish packing."

He groans and backs up to the bed pulling me down above him to where I hover above him and I giggle "I know,I know....I just don't want to leave you here alone." I nod "it's ok....I'm not going anywhere you're only leaving for two days." He nods and chuckles "yeah you're right,I mean....what could happen in a span of two days?"

Zayn finished his packing and him and his father load their bags into the carriage and zayn comes back and kisses me softly for a few moments till his father breaks in "eh-hem.....ummm, zayn it's uh,time to go." He nods and kisses me once more and smiles "I'll see you in two days love." I nod.

He leaves and I wave at him till the carriage disappears from sight,I turn around to go to take a walk in the garden,it's a nice night out so why not. I am safe here,and I can't wait to see zayn in two days. He will come back and I'll still be here safe and sound. At least that's what I thought.